Timothy's POV:-
We finally got some alone time, but May wasn't that intrested to talk to me. We were sitting in the hall silently. I wanted to talk to her so bad but Lily ruin my mood. I know exactly what she was doin when she insisted on eating that strawberries to May. I was totally mad at her, at last I was just waiting for May and Noah to leave so that I can talk to Lily.
When they both left I went to lily, I was so furious that I almost forgot everything and lost my temper.
"What was that"? I asked Lily.
She wasn't giving me any attention, she was kind of lost, staring at the wall, so I had to ask again, she flinched.
"What"? She asked.
"What were you thinking when you insisted May to eat those fruits, and not just that you almost put everything in our food in which May has allergies with, why?" I shouted my lungs out.
She wasn't saying something, she was sitting like a puppet, staring at me that's all.
"Answer me, what were you trying to proof"? I shouted again.
"Oh my God, you knew, you knew she's May" she replied.
Her words made me realise that I have to keep it a secret, lily isn't supposed know about May. If she gets to know then she will eventually come in my way. She will ruin everything. And this is my last chance to have her in my life.
" Are you insane"? I replied,
"She's not May, the May you knew had died, so just stop this madness" I was so irritated with her now."Then why are you behaving like this? As if you're trying to protect her or something, so what if I wanted her to eat those, you're my Husband, you should be taking my side" she shouted again.
Oh god, I can't believe I have to act soft now, I have to act that I care for her, I have to act as a loyal, loving husband, this is so frustrating.
So I sat beside her, and hold her hands, she look up to me, her eyes filled with water, I just gave her a soft smile , " listen all I'm trying to say is that, just coz she looks like her, doesn't mean that she is her, she died and it was 20 years ago, now suddenly you're behaving this way makes it even harder for me to ignore it, coz if you remembered I loved her too" I said,
She's very easy to manipulat always, not that I'm saying I'm smart, I mean I sort of am, but she is too dumb you know, she's melting in my words so easily, she always does. Now just coz I reminded her that i was in love with May, she will probably stop this silly act of her, for now, that will give me lot of time to think how can i approach May.
🪞Time Skip🪞
When we were in highschool, May and I used to go to a lake near our house, we spent hours sitting there, talking, listing to music, eating,
But one day something terrible happened, and we never had the courage to go there again.We were sitting and chit chatting about our up coming exams, while we were throwing stones into the lake, suddenly May slipped and fell in the 🌊 water, May didn't know how to swim, she was drowning, I was scared to death, terrified, I was shouting my lungs out, shouting if anybody could help, but no one was around,
I saw May trying so hard so that she can come out of the water, but noo , I on the other hand didn't knew swimming too, no matter how scared I was, or how desperately I wanted to save her, I just couldn't had the courage to jump in the lake, I was scared of dying myself, I just couldn't jump to save her. Aftersome time when May almost lost her breath an uncle came and saved her. No matter how much I loved her I just couldn't put her life before mine. I was worried about my life in the end.
I remembered this incident when I saw Noah, when he eat all the strawberries for May.
Coz Noah himself has some pretty bad allergies with that.🪞"FLASHBACK"🪞
🪞{ Few months ago at Timothy's place}🪞
"What are you saying, you have allergies with strawberries"? I asked in disbelief. We were watering our plants, and walking in our garden, Noah often come to my place, and this time we were hanging out in here, with the nature.
" Yeah, last time I had to hospitalized for 4 days straight, I'm scared of these red baby's" Noah laughed while saying.
"Well, that's sad, I'll grow something else for you then," I replied while smiling.
🪞FLASHBACK ENDS🪞
"Does he has feelings for her"? I asked myself, I don't understand, even if he has feelings for May, why would he put his own life in danger and try to save her. He should be saving his own life first, I mean I did that. If he died someone else will take her, so what's the point of doing that?
"Noo, I'm being delusional, he doesn't love her," I thought to myself
I loved her truly.
I cherished every moment we spent together, whether it was going for walks in the park or having deep conversations late into the night. I truly admired May's independence and the bravery she had.And when I understood that she will never feel the way I fell for her, I killed her. Bcoz why would she be alive, If she's not with me?
Noah is such a child. I will congratulate him tomorrow when he'd be in the hospital.I was sitting in my balcony smoking my cigar, thinking about all of it that happened tonight. Noah's doing making me feel, I don't know, something strange. I never felt like this before. Him putting her life first, I just don't understand.
It's sad, that a lot of people these days, Don't exactly Know what love is. I wish everybody finds someone just like Noah.🪞💖🦋
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