"I tried to end my life"
"You what?" I scream a little, even hearing it makes my breath hitch
"I tried but I couldn't because mukti called right in time, I had turned on the video camera by accident and she saw, she saw me sitting in that bathtub"
"Jaan you can't do that"
"I WAS GETTING SHIPPED TO AN ALCOHOLIC" she screams
"Shh breath, I can't imagine how hard it must have been but you can't do that. I get how horrible things were and how bad it must have been but I promise it's not the route. There may be people who don't care about your presence but there are some people who can't live without you"
"I know, it was a weak moment and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't think better"
"You are in a better place my love" I whisper
She curls her head in my chest crying, for once I don't stop her, I want her to cry it all out, I want her to get it out of her system though I know she won't be able to
"Nandini baby sometimes in life we comes so close to ending things but it's good that we don't. I am happy you didn't go through with it"
"I can't do it again manik, if I go back to him, to that house I will lose my head"
"You aren't going, and if you have to I am coming with"
"don't ever leave me alone"
"not even in heaven Nandini, we will be buried together beside each other"
"You promise that you will never leave me"
"I cross my hear little one"
He looks up kissing my lips.
We sit on the terrace for hours as the wind touches our face gently.
"I am still upset at you for letting a whole doctor put a needle in me" she says making me laugh
"It was necessary baby girl"
"yeah well chocolate and coffee is also necessary but you don't seem to agree with that"
"That's because you my love bounce off the walls as soon as caffeine hits that system"
"Thats called energy mr malhotra"
"Wanna head to sleep?" I ask her
"Maybe or maybe you and I can have sex" she giggles at her own words
There it is, my playful, full of mischief and love girl.
"Ohh big words baby, thats not a word we should use"
"I am a big girl" she whines
"Damn right you are little one but lets not tempt me yeah?"
"Tempting you is nice, i wanna see how it would be if you got tempted"
"You don't wanna know love, go brush and off to bed" I say placing her on the bed
"No brush, I want you"
"Shh go brush baby"
"You are one bossy boyfriend and if I didn't love you as much as I do I would smack your head, not to mention how tall you are making it hard to grab your hair to pull" she complains walking to the bathroom to brush
She has moved most of her bathroom stuff in our bathroom and at this point I kind of just want to marry her but it might be too soon for her
"Hey darling"
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In Between All The Chaos
RomanceA girl with a horrible past and a boy with an equally horrible past meet. He hates people but something about her screams calmness attracting him towards her. She does not trust people easily but she feels peace around him without even realizing. ...
