𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐈'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕
" Have you gone insane old man ?....You know I am from Kaliyuga , mistakenly landed in this shit era and you are telling me that lady , who must be 1000 times more good looking than me is my mother !!..." I literally yelled at him . But immediately regretted when he twirled his axe in his hand threatningly by giving me a bombastic side eye. 𝐴𝑔𝑛𝑖 , 𝑑𝑢𝑑𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛....𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑠 , ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙.
" Agni .... just a simple question , was your personality same in Kaliyuga , as it is now.." Gurudev asked without looking at me .
" What do you mean ?.." I shuddered.
𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐌-𝐉𝐢'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
" I mean , were you stone hearted even in Kaliyuga back then." I asked again.
I waited for her answer without looking at her but the only reply I got was her silence.
After a while I felt , her sitting beside me . We were sitting at the edge of the lake , lookibg at the sunset.
" I was not..." Finally I heard something from her. I turned my head sideways and saw her looking at her own reflection in water.
" I was neither strong nor rude. I was nice to everyone , even if someone hurt me , I used to greet him/her with smile , the next day , not caring if I got any response .
But what I got in return ?..., hatred , sexual harrasment , child labour and most importantly L-Loneliness.* She smiled sadly*.
The only thing I wanted is some l-love , I didnt want to be a-alone Gurudev...." She suddenly stopped . I looked at her and she was crying. Her tears were falling in the lake water making ripples in the water . She was bitting her lower lip to control her tears from falling down but was failing miserably." N-No o-one c-can w-win a-against their l-lonliness Gurudev.." Agni sobbed and I felt pain in my heart to see my student , no not student ...my child , crying her heart out.
" I-If l-love is j-just a-a word t-then why d-does i-it hurt s-so m-much when y-you realize i-it isnt t-there ?..." She sobbed harder and now her breathing was becoming uneven.
I hugged her sideways with my one hand and carcassed her head.
" Shush...Dont cry my child , be strong ... I taught you to be brave right ?...Dont cry , okay..." I tried to calm her down but didnt realize that I was shedding tears myself.
" I-It d-doesnt b-bleed g-gurudev , b-but I've b-been having a-a l-lot o-of
p-pain a-around h-here..." She sobbed while pointing at her heart region.She was crying her heart as if she was just letting out all the tears she had bottled up for all these years.
I rubbed her back when she started coughing while crying harder.
" Y-You are not alone Putri , I am with you , your gurumata is with you and now your family will be also with you.....Me and your gurumata love you as our own child...You are not hated child , if anyone hates you just tell me , I will break that person's bones.." I said . She chocked a laugh and I smiled .
After a while she was calmed down and was just silently looking at the setting sun.
" I dont want to be alone anymore gurudev ..... being alone is the worst pain anyone would ever face. I dont want to be alone Gurudev...I dont want to be a-alone..." She was repeating same sentence over and over again as if she was in trauma.
" Enough !!!..." I yelled a bit and she suddenly flinched.
" You arent this weak !!.....I didnt know Agni was this weak , that she will just cry over her loneliness !!!...
Look Agni , everyone has miseries in life , your misery is loneliness and may be many miseries will come in future which would be worse than loneliness . I would not be always there to calm you down , you have to be strong Putri !!...Are you understanding what I am saying?" I asked . She looked at me for a while.." Nothing can be worse than worse than being alone and being hated just because you are alive.." She said sadly in matter of fact tone. I sighed.𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑 , 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 ... 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 , 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑣𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 !!... 𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠 , 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠..
"Okay , now you cant say that you are lonely because we are at your home and your fanmily is waiting for you.." I said to cheer her up.
" And I will believe that just because you are saying ?" She scoffed. I mentally rolled my eyes.
" Well, I guess you arent still believing that this is your family....so , Agni what do you think what you were the one to get transported to Dwaparyuga , why not your other classmates from Kaliyuga ?.." I asked
She thought for a while.
" Maybe because, I am ill-fated person !.." I sighed at her answer. 𝑆𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑛𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑦 ! ...." No Putri , whatever happens in this universe , happens for some purpose . Your arrival in Dwaparyuga is not just a mere coincidence or your ill omen , actually you are here because you are meant to be here !!....You belong to Dwaparyuga Agni , your real home is Mathura ! .... your real mother is Rajmata Prapti !!.." I explained. She looked at me dumbfounded.
" If Prapti-ji is my mother then where is was all this time , why I was rotting in Kaliyuga all this time ?...Why she just abandoned me ?... Dont I mean anything to her ?...Where she was when her child was bearing all those terrifying incidents alone ?.." She asked.
" Look Agni , everything will be clear to you slowly....
You dont want to be alone anymore right ? * She nodded desperately.*
Then if you dont think that this is your real family , just consider them to be the famiky gifted to you by God..." I said with a smile. She thought for a while while looking into my eyes and a smile itched on my face when I saw the corner of her lips tugging into a smile." Family gifted by you Gurudev , not God ..." She said with a smile. I sighed but smiled and nodded.
But her smile suddenly fell.
" What if these people turned out to be like those from my Kaliyuga family ?.." She asked in fear . Her hands were shaking." People show there true colours as the time passes. I cant tell you right now how will be the nature if the members of your family. But one thing is sure that , you will not feel lonely and you will get all the love which you never got in your childhood.." I replied and now her face was glowing brightly.
" Thank you so much Gurudev !!!....I am blessed to be your student . I never experienced how father's love is like but I found fatherly figure in your form . Thankyou for everything Papa.." She said while bowing . My heart swelled and I could feel tears form in my eyes. Though I must be her grand father's age but she considered me as her father. Being devoid of a child , she is a blessing for me . I curse you Chandradev for cursing such a sweet and innocent soul !! ...
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