𝖁𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕾𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖙 𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 [ SEQUEL OF BROKEN QUEEN]

Agni and Pratyush mourns over their mother's death

AGNI'S POV 

I was riding back  to mathura. Mamashri was sitting behind me on the horse...

Everything seems normal right ?

But No , it wasnt !!....Mamashri was brushing his hands on my waist sporadically and many times I felt that he was touching my ears purposefully and just saying that it was by mistake.

Again he ran his hand through my bare waist and now it was enough . I stopped my horse with an extreme jerk causing the horse to kick his hind legs up and mamashri got thrown up and fell down on the ground with a thud. Oops , I hope his bones didnt break. 

" What the hell are you doing Agni !!??...." He yelled and I jumped off from the horse in anger , itne din se sirf smile kar karke Mera muh dekh Raha hai , ab thoda reality me aaya jaaye !!!...

I pinned my mama's neck to the ground and his eyes widened in horror and he chocked when I squeezed his throat.

" Dekhiye Mamashri , aap mujhe jitna komal , kamjor ,sanskari , madadkar samaj rahe ho na , Mai utni hu nahi.......And I know very well how to teach a good lesson to pervy people like you !!...Badi Maa kitni dukhi hogi jab unhe pata chalega ki unka Bhai apni he niece ke sath kya karne ki soch Raha tha !....
Apne aap ko lucky maniye ki Mai aapki help kar rahi hu !....Nahi toh aapko yahi Zinda gadne me mujhe ek pal ka bhi samay nahi lagega !....Aur waise bhi aapki wajah se ham Hastinapur se hamare sambandh kyu kharab kare ?....Aur waise for your kind information,  Yuvraj Duryodhan is my quite good friend....
Bechare uss Ka-...I mean uss Bhrahmin Putra ne unki Maa se permission lene wala tha aapko kuch din unki choti si jhopdi me rehne ki....how kind , right ?.....but I am totally opposite of him , if he is kind and considerate then I know how to show people their right position...
Just hope that you didn't want to be on my negative side ... Cause uska result bahut bhayanak hoga !...
I hope , itna bhashan kaafi hoga aapke liye mamashri ?..." I asked with gritted teeth. He was horrified and immediately nodded and started apologising me and I apologized , perks of living with over kind Pratyush...

Waise , Karn ne mujh me Aisa kya dekh liya ki use mujhse pyaar ho gaya ?..
Mai na he baaki Rajkumariyo jitni Sundar hu , na hi mujh me kindness hai , baat baat par Mera rona nikal jaata hai ......wait waise socha Jaye toh mujh me kuch khaas nhi hai !...Oh no !...

Maybe Karn ki aakhein kharab ho gayi hai , par mere liye toh accha he hai , the person whom I love , loves me back...bhale he Mai aadhi murkh kyu na hu...

" Thik hai , then let's go !.." I said while glaring at mamashri. He nodded meekly.

I was about to mount on my horse but...
" AGNI !!!..." I heard someone shout my name . I turned around to see Pratyush coming in my direction on his horse with ever so mesmerizing smile on his face . 

My lips curled into the brightest smile , which rarely is seen on my face...

" BHAI !!!...." I yelled in happiness and ran towards him as mounted off the horse. I ran towards him and he picked me and twirled me around in happiness.

I laughed heartily...I was really happy seeing him after so many days....

He put me down and we both looked at each other.
We stared at each other for a while but I couldn't handle it any more , I hugged him tightly and broke down into tears.

" B-Bhai...I-I a-am s-sorry , I-I f-failed i-in s-saving M-Maa ....I-I am e-extremely sorry b-bhai.." I cried , though I was showing that I have forgotten the past and trying to move forward from my Maa's death , to Karn , Kaki and Pandavas..I really wasn't happy , the smile which I showed to them was fake which would let them not to worry about me unnessarily , but yaar ab Bhai samne aa jaaye toh apno waali feeling aati hai aur Saare dukh ham apno se he share karte hai. I agree that Kunti Kaki and her sons treated me as theri family member but apni family apni he hoti hai Jo kisi aur se compare nahi ki Jaa sakti.

" I-Its n-not your fault my sis , you tried t-to save m-maa and thats what m-matters..." Pratyush said while caressing my head . I know he tries to act strong but he is more emotional than me , I have seen him crying alone many times.....he tries to show that nothing can make him cry but only I am the one who know can read him like an open book .

I pulled away from the hug and looked at him to see him with emotionless countenance.

" Don't bottle up your tears Bhai , let them flow...mujhse jyada maa ke sath aapne samay bitaya hai , mujhse jyada aap Maa ke karib the , I know you are feeling much more pain than I am....
Madhav says that crying doesn't symbolize weakness so need to feel ashamed ... Just let out all the pain in your heart..." I lectured. He stared me with poker face for a while but I smiled sadly when I saw his expressions slowly started changing and the next moment I know he fell down on his knees.

" MAAAAA......"He shouted in agony while looking up at the sky. Tears streamed down his eyes and he started weeping and crying harder and my eyes automatically started shedding tears looking at him.

I crouched infront of him and he hugged me immediately and both of us cried our heart out.

" I f-failed A-Agnin, I-I f-failed a-as s-son as w-well as a-a b-brother !..." He cried and I pulled away from hug.

" Don't s-speak t-trash b-bhai !!...Y-You are b-best s-son , M-Maa u-used to a-admire y-you a-a l-lot...a-and t-there i-is no fault in a-as my brother !..." I backfired.

" N-No Agni , I-I wasn't able to s-save M-Maa , leave that , I-I wasn't e-even p-present in the palace w-when all t-that h-happened !!!....
A-And a-about failing a-as a b-brother ,... I-I k-know y-you didn't r-remember a-anything as t-that part of y-your memory w-was deleted , b-but let m-me tell now...y-you used t-to l-love s-someone b-but unfortunately he died , ... But that's not t-the thing,...the t-thing i-is , I d-didnt realise that y-you loved him all that time and I realised that when he was dead a-and his memory w-was deleted from your m-mind...
I am pathetic!!..." He accused himself and I sighed.

" You are idiot Bhai ,... Maa's  was supposed to die that day , her death was fixed even before she was born*I said Kunti Kaki's words*.....it's not your fault Bhai , Maa left us but she is still looking at us from somewhere and she would be really sad if she hears that you are accusing yourself for her death...
And about , my love ?....Uski aap chinta mat kijiye....uska sab kuch sort ho chuka hai !..."I replied and he wriggled his eyebrows in confusion .

" Everything is sorted out ?...what do you mean ?.." Pratyush asked . I can't tell him right now cause this Jayadrath Mama is still here , standing near horse...

" I mean , I got person I love back....but only problem is he didnt want to marry me , still chill hai..." I said with a smile but it made Pratyush even more confused.

" Leave it.....I will tell you later , ab chale ?..." I asked while wiping tears from his eyes and he nodded.

But his eyes fell on mamashri.

" Sidhuraj Jayadrath ?.."

Phel Gaya Rayta !!...