Forever and Always

Chapter 18:

We got back to everyone still sleeping and Ashton's snoring! I laughed as the groaned and muttered into their pillows. "I thought you'd be happy to see us. Especially since I have your favorite types of coffee and everything. But, I guess Calum will drink them if you don't want them!" When the others got up like zombies, Jessie had jumped up and grabbed her coffee. It's a good thing I got her decaf so she wouldn't be as jumpy afterwards.

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I've laid on the couch all morning, when it hit me. I'm going home tomorrow, and Calum had to go to more places like New York. So, tonight's the last concert I'm gonna see for a long time. I swiped through all of the pictures we took starting from the picture I got with him at the concert, all the way to the pictures we took in the dressing room of last night. I smiled, laughed and cried.

I loved my mom and dad but I wanted to stay with Cal! I'd miss him to much, and I'm afraid he'll leave me. For me this is hugely sad because I have attachment issues, well actually I have issues in general, and it's nothing new.

It's 2pm now and I'm hungry so I went with Sarah to get something to eat. We finally agreed on Rubio's and got some fish tacos. By 3:30 we finished and got back to the bus. Tonight was going to be great. I planned on spending as much time with Cal today as possible. After the show we are going out to Sonic- which sounds so basic, but to us it was who we were with that mattered.

I took a hour long nap because tonight was going to be long and I get extremely moody. I put on a Green Day shirt, a pair of rolled up skinny jeans, vans, and one of Calum's jackets. When I headed towards the door I could hear screaming fans already. 'Am I ready for this crowd again?' I ask myself, I take a deep breath, put on a smile and walk out.

I made it through the herd of annoying girls and walk around to remember that we are in El Cajon. I've spent some time here, but not a lot. My 1st cousin used to live here, we started visiting when she had her baby. But, then she moved to Arkansas to help my grandpa.

It's 7pm and I'm about to sit in the crowd when the lights brighten to show the boys walking on stage! I'm so happy for them. They've gone so far since I first heard of them! They were discovered in 2011 and now it's 2015. They started playing the song 'I Can't Remember' which not a lot of the fans know to my surprise, this was one of my favorites by them. They played song after song and they looked like they were having so much fun.

It came to the end of the song when Luke said, "Will Ellie, Jessie, and Sarah come up here please?" Oh great another time I get to go up on stage feel awkward.

Michael begins, "These wonderful and beautiful girls have been on tour with us for 1 week now, but they are going home to Bear Valley tomorrow." he says and pouts.

"I believe you've seen or heard of them because they're not just girls to us. They're our girlfriends, and it hurts to see them leaving so soon." Calum sighs.

"But, you know they have families that they have to go back to so I don't blame them." Ashton says disappointedly.

I start to laugh but then realize again, 'Oh shit they are right! I'm leaving and I really don't wanna go!' I look into the crowd and wave. This really sucks. I looked at all the faces in the crowd and noticed three familiar faces. I looked to Jessie and said quietly, "I have to go!" I freaked out and ran off the stage. I could hear everyone questioning why I was leaving, but ignored them. I ran outside the amphitheater and walked for a long time not knowing where I was going.

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A/N: Okay all those longer chapters were making me overly happy, thank god I made a shorter one. 2 more chapter to go! Keep reading!
-Baylie <3