"i don't want to see her? she stopped speaking to us"
"and whose fault was that stupid?"
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"i've missed you lizzy"
"i've missed me to.
jokes , i've missed you too"
in which eliza gets invited on the cut the camera podcast...
it was mine and chris's one year anniversary today, and he had been really nice to me all week. on monday he started this thing where he gave me a small gift everyday to lead up until our actual anniversary, today, sunday.
monday he made cupcakes and gave one to me, but in the frosting there was a plastic ring on there. and believe me when i say, it hasn't been off my finger since then.
tuesday he gave me a packet of gushers, tied to a letter that he said "reminded me of my worth"
wednesday he got me a giraffe, stuffed animal. i sleep with him every night now.
thursday he gave me a candle, it smelt like lavender because he said it was meant to help me sleep. i hadn't been sleeping well recently.
friday he gave me a picture frame, full of his favourite pictures of us inside of it. it's hanging up behind my bed
and lastly, saturday he got me like one of those spotify song picture frames with a picture of us in the middle.
last night, chris insisted on staying over and of course, i let him. cami and madi didn't mind though, they're super happy for me and chris. and yeah, madi's moved in now. my life is pretty much everything i could've asked for.
i still have most of my family, the best circle of people to be around and most importantly, the sweetest and most perfect boyfriend ever.
i woke up today around half past nine and i could smell something sweet come from my kitchen, i let myself wake up quickly but as i sat up to get out of bed chris came in my room with a small tray with a stack of pancakes, two mugs of tea, a fried egg and fresh cut up fruit.
"breakfast in bed" he smiles proudly placing down the tray on my lap.
i grin widely looking up at him and he just smiles looking at me, "your seriously the best" i say as i open my arms for a hug and chris quickly reciprocates, "i know" he laughs and i just smile, "thank you" i say and he nods, "you deserve it" he says and i shake my head, "i don't deserve you" i say and he smiles, "i know, you deserve more" "stop, your everything i could've ever asked for. i love you" "i love you too"
chris sits down opposite me and i look at him, "you not got anything to eat?" i ask moving the tray to the side so he can have some too, "oh wait yeah my plate is in the kitchen, let me go get it" he says getting up and walking into the kitchen.
i take a picture of my food to post on my instagram story.
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chris walks back in and and we both eat our breakfast, just talking about things and enjoying each others presence.
chris was my safe space, and i'm sure i was his too.
