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Obstacle.

I had to go away.. even for just a minute.

I couldn't bare to sit there with him, knowning how my thoughts would've taken over and recked me more.

Hearing such news from your partner isn't something you just get over, so the only situation that worked out for me was to just get some space.
Obviously, that won't fix the situation because well... it's something as serious as having breast cancer.

A disease that is known as rare to cure— I honestly prefer to sit alone, instead of to sit there in front of Kevaun. It would've made things worst for me.

I am afraid that he wouldn't start to see me the same way, as the same person.

I don't want this disease to ruin my relationship with him. Heck, I wouldn't blame him for looking at me differently, especially because me, my self doesn't see myself the same.

'Ahh bwoi.. yuh nuh tired a this. 'Mount a things yuh been through and a this a the outcome? Cancer? Betta you kill yourself because yuh nuh mek nuh sense again.'

Swallowing air, I squeeze my eyes shut in order to prevent my tears.

See... this is what I didn't want.

But I guess it's better to face my own demons alone, being like this in front of him is what I've always feared will happen.

Again, I randomly zone out, allowing myself to roam my thoughts for a little longer.
It keeps that little demon from trying to put things in my head.

All mi affi do a just have faith.

Put this as another obstacle course. I'll get pass this—

I will survive this, right?
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Back At The
Wright's Residence// 10:35 p.m.

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