Marcel

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My distant friend

I've forgotten to remind myself to take a minute & remind you of what it means to me to have you near. I'm often in a rush & I never learn to do something about that. I like the way you hold me when I crumble in those words & pressure. I'm aware you try things because of me & I'm aware you often say you like them even when you don't. But I love it when you hold me it feels like I'm able to breath. You feel like fresh air to me. I'm aware you won't be here much longer... things have changed & we both have.

But when you hold me... I forgot about it all.

I wish I was more like you, more like who I used to be. I often feel trapped in my thoughts & I know it was never good. But you eased those thoughts. I wonder if maybe one day I could hold you again & I know it's not possible. I like to wish I could. I wonder if the skies will get bluer as we depart or whenever it is that I decide to let go. I just hope you know you're my sky and when you look up. Think of all those good moments we've had. My distant friend, what better way to say I love you? I'll always be in love with you.

Your distant Friend.

m.j.h.

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