Ash and Goh have a side house for Cinderace and Lucario and today Lucario plans on taking Cinderace on a date.
TW: self harm
Lucario walks in to see Cinderace trying to poison himself.
Lucario slapped the bottle out of his hand.
Lucario: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING
Cinderace turns to Lucario with tears in his eyes
Do you know me?Really know me?You have opinions
About my opinionsAbout my music
About my clothesAbout my bodySome people hate what I wear
Some people praise it
Some people use it to shame others
Some people use it to shame meBut I feel you watchingAlways
And nothing I do goes unseen
So while I feel your stares
Your disapproval
Or your sigh of relief
If I lived by them
I'd never be able to moveWould you like me to be smaller, weaker, softer, taller?
Would you like me to be quiet?
Do my shoulders provoke you?
Does my chest?
Am I my stomach? My hips?
The body I was born with
Is it not what you wanted?
If I wear what is comfortable
I am not a woman
If I shed the layers
I'm a slut
Though you've never seen my body
You still judge it
And judge me for it
Why?
We make assumptions about people
Based on their size
We decide who they are
We decide what they're worth
If I wear more
If I wear less
Who decides what that makes me?
What that means?
Is my value based only on your perception?
Or is your opinion of me
Not my responsibility?
I don't really even know how it happened
I started talkin', they started laughin'
I don't really even know how it happened
I started watchin' them photographin'
I don't really (I don't really), how it happened
Instead of stoppin', they still were flashin' (I don't really)
I started walkin' (I don't really), gave no reaction
No reaction
I'm overheated, can't be defeated
Can't be deleted, can't un-believе it
I'm overheated, can't bе defeated
I'm overheated
I'm overheated
I don't really wanna know why it went there (Why it went there)
I kinda don't care (Kinda don't care)
You wanna kill me? (You wanna kill me?)
You wanna hurt me? (Mmm)
Stop bein' flirty
It's kinda workin'
Did you really think "This is the right thing to do"?
I'm overheated, can't be defeated
Can't be deleted, can't un-believe it
I'm overheated, can't be defeated
I'm overheated
And everybody said it was a let down
I was only built like everybody else now
But I didn't get a surgery to help out
'Cause I'm not about to redesign myself now am I?
(Am I?)
Am I?
All these other inanimate bitches
It's none of my business
But don't you get sick of
Posing for pictures
With that plastic body?
YOU ARE READING
My Pokemon Master
Fanfictiongoh is love with ash but does not know when to tell him and ash is also in love with goh but he is scared to date him because of some of his homophobic friends but he will try his hardest this book will have kissing angst and homophobia
