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I woke up not seeing Sehun anywhere. I checked the bathroom, kitchen, just anywhere. But there was no trace of him anywhere. I panicked. Since when have I become so dependent on Sehun? I don't know. But I don't want him to leave me. I don't want him to walk away. I don't want him gone!


I felt my head hurt so much! Please! Make this stop! It's like my head is breaking in half, and I can't do anything about it! I reached for the medicine cabinet and tried reaching for the pain killers. When my hand finally reached it, it fell down. I knelt in desperation and I opened the bottle. I took one pill and drank it. I went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water and drank it.

I felt the pain subside a little bit. But I still feel dizzy.


I tried walking towards the couch, and when I reached it, I lied down and cried, hoping all the pain would go away. I felt numb all over. I couldn't see or feel anything, and I tried opening my eyes, but I can't.


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I woke up to a dark living room. I looked around, but there's no trace that Sehun came back. Everything was how it was before. Did he leave me? Did he finally realize how bothersome it was to be with me? Did he just leave quietly so he wouldn't hurt me?

But if that's what happened, then he's an idiot. This hurts more than anything else.


But who am I to demand for his time? For him? I'm practically a nobody in his life. I'm not his girlfriend, I'm probably not special to him. So why do I feel this way?

I realized something, then I went to my room and checked my phone. I saw messages from Seohyun, Kris, Irene, Donghae, and even Kyuhyun. But no message from Sehun.


Seohyun: Hey cous! Dinner tonight? It's just you, me and Kris, like before.

Kris: Seul-gi, dinner later, okay? Seohyun told me to text you.

Irene: Seul-gi, I miss you. Are you okay now?

Donghae: Hey how are you? Irene told me you're awake now.

Kyuhyun: Zup. It's been a long time since you came to work. Haha. I missed seeing you at work. ;)


They all texted me, but I want to see Sehun's message. Shouldn't I be happy because my friends texted me? But why am I not satisfied? Am I really that selfish? Or am I considered self-centered?

I went directly to my room to prepare some clothes.


I took out my black skinny jeans and white shirt. I also took out denim jacket and finally, I chose a black pair of sneakers. I laid it down on my bed and checked if it looked good. Everything looked fine, except for the white shirt. It looked too simple. I went over my closet and looked at the clothes.


I fixed my gaze on the white fur coat hanging inside the closet. I felt like my heart just sank at the sight. Sehun bought this for me. This was when I first kissed him. He bought this for me because I wanted that. He always gave me what I wanted.

I shook my head and focused on looking for a different top. In the end, I decided on the white tank top instead.


Then I looked at all the accessories I had. I quickly chose a gold necklace with a feather-shaped pendant.

I took my bathrobe and went to the bathroom. I waited for the water to steam, and when it did, I stepped in. I felt the warm water stream down my body.



Then, Sehun's naked body suddenly flashed my mind. No! This can't be happening! Out of all the memories we made, that was what I thought of! Great!


After shower, I quickly changed, it's only 6:45, dinner is on 7:15. I took my black mini-bag and put my phone, keys and wallet inside. I quickly did my make up. I only did the usual. Eyebrows, mascara and a little bit of red tint on my lips. That was it.


I drove towards the restaurant, and I am a little bit late. I saw Seohyun, and she smiled at me. It's been a while since the three of us went out together. She gave me a hug, and so did Kris. I missed them, truly.


"Sorry I'm a little late." I said.

"And you're paying for being late." When Kris said that, I scowled at him, causing him to laugh. "Kidding!"

I rolled my eyes and sat down. "So, why here?" I asked Seohyun, completely ignoring Kris' laughter.

"I have a show here." She said that.

"Oh?" I looked around. "What show?"

"You'll see." She winked at me, and the waiter came to take our orders.

When I looked up to say my order, I saw Kyuhyun. Wait? He's a waiter here?

"Kyu!" I said that and smiled at him.

He smiled back.

"May I take your order, miss?"

Right. I forgot, servers are not allowed to talk to their customers. "I want a steak, well done. And lemonade."

He nodded. And took everyone's order.


When he left, I heard the wind chimes ring violently. I looked at the rude customer, only to see a very angry Yuri. Wait, what's she doing here? I felt my head hurt, so I quickly took out my medicine. I popped it in my mouth and drank the water.

"This is going to be so fun!" Seohyun said excitedly. I stared at her.

"Why?" I have a bad feeling about this.

"Hmm. Let's say you'll find this quite amusing." She said that, and as if on cue, Sehun entered the restaurant, as well.


Sehun... Why is he here? I really don't feel too good about this. I looked at his direction, and to my surprise, he went to sit with Yuri. My heart just hurt, and I think I know why. I looked away, but Kris just pointed at them. I watched them both, looking really serious. I don't know what they're talking about, but I saw Yuri grab a glass of water and splashed it on Sehun's face.


I was about to get up when I felt Kris' grip on my hand. I frowned at him, but he just pouted at the commotion's direction. I saw Sehun stay still despite what happened to him. Then I saw him get up and went to Yuri's side.

What he did was something I never thought about. So was he lying to me all this time? Because right now, he's kissing her.

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