The Unexpected

Seul-gi: 28

"What are you doing here?" I asked Mark, who is smiling like an idiot now.

"I came to see you?" He joked. I just kept a poker face. "Okay, no more jokes. I actually missed eating churros, so I went here." I nodded.

I think he's telling the truth. Because he introduced me to this place. This is where I had my first churros. I looked at him, and he's looking at the sea of people. When he noticed me staring at him, he looked at me questioningly.

"Can you please buy me some water?" I asked.

"I got it. Stop being polite. It's creepy." He said and went somewhere to buy some water.

I listened to the song on my phone again. What's taking Mark so long? Someone sat beside me, so I moved a bit further. I know this isn't Mark because Mark is wearing black pants, and this person is wearing destroyed jeans. I looked at the person and I swear, if there's one thing I'd wish for right now, it's to disappear.We've been staring at each other for a few moments. I am speechless. Why did we have to see each other here? I sat properly and removed my earphone. I stopped the music and looked at him, trying so hard not to hug him.

"Sehun..." I called."Seul-gi." He said that blankly."I-" I stopped myself. I didn't know what to say.

"It's been a long time. How are you?" He asked half-heartedly.

"I'm doing great. You?" I don't know how I sound right now, but the word 'good' won't describe it.

"Better." He said and smiled. But not the smile I used to know. "So... you look really... happy."

"Well, if I keep on remembering the bad memories, I'd get cancer. I'd rather not." I said that, and he nodded.

"I'll leave now. I just wanted to catch up with you." He said and right after I nodded, he stood up and turned his back on me.

I fought the urge to follow him and give him a hug and beg him to take me back. He didn't even bother looking back. He just walked straight. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just cried. The sight of Sehun walking away was difficult to take in. The guy I missed the most... I don't even know him anymore.

*

Mark arrived with two water bottles in his hand. I couldn't even smile at him. He quickly went to my side and asked if I'm okay. I just said yes and told him I wanted to go home. I didn't lie, though. I did go home and lied down. That was... unexpected.I reached for the letter and read it. I kept on reading it over and over again. Bullshit! Wait for me? He looked sick of me! I crumpled his letter and returned it inside the drawer. I feel like getting drunk tonight.

I wore a light blue crop-top, pink shorts, and my blue kitty flats. I took with my my pink mini-bag and went outside to call for a cab. I'm gonna get really drunk tonight, so I'd rather spend a lot of money now than spend a lot of time in a hospital.I told Mark and Irene of my plan. Only Mark replied, though. Irene said she had an emergency. I don't believe her, though. But that's okay. She'll give Mark a harder time if she also gets drunk.I went inside and ordered tequila right away. I drank shot by shot, till I felt dizzy.

I saw Mark coming towards me, and I smiled at him. I dragged him to the dance floor and I danced with him. When I tried looking at him, he looked angry.And he was. He dragged me out of the club and then outside his car. I quickly threw up just before he was about to scold me. He handed me a water bottle, and I drank it. Then he opened his car door for me. I refused and laughed.

"Loosen up, wooden Mark!" I said.

"Are you really trying to kill yourself, Seul-gi!?" He said that.I was taken aback.

"Maybe?" I said seriously and he sighed.

"Seul-gi..." He called my name softly. "Don't do this to yourself."

"What's good in living if he won't take me back!?" I finally said what's been in my mind all this time. "I mean, I saw him today. He asked me questions half-halfheartedly! And you expect me to rejoice?" I held back my tears. "Fuck this life, Mark! And fuck Sehun! I was waiting for him to return, and all I get is a cold-hearted idiot who fucks up my system!" I yelled at him and he quickly went to my side to comfort me. "Don't you see!? He still has this effect on me, but me? I feel like I'm just somebody that he used to know!"

"Seul-gi..."

"How is that fair!?" I cut him off. "I keep thinking about him, and him? He doesn't even care if I still exist or not!?" I kept on saying things while crying.

I felt someone drag me, and when I looked up, it was Sehun. No, this isn't Sehun. I looked back at Mark, he's still there. He's not even doing anything! Fucking useless! I tried yanking my arm, but this guy is too strong! Fuck! Am I about to get raped? I don't think so!

"Let me go or I'll stab you with my knife!" I said that and took out my pocket knife.

"Easy, woman! I just want us to be alone!" He said that, and I am now wide awake.It is Sehun. It's the Sehun I missed."Now, let's talk about what you said earlier. You said you were waiting for me?" He said that confidently.

"I'm drunk. So what?" Okay, this is obviously a lie. But I ran out of excuses. "And why were you there, anyway?"

"You must've forgotten. That club was my second home." He teased.

I rolled my eyes."Whatever." I quickly turned around.

But when I was about to walk further away from him, I felt him hug me from behind. "I missed you." And he kissed my neck. It sent shivers down my spine.

I turned around, and hit him as hard as I could. "Miss me!? You fucking missed me!?" I said that as I kept on hitting him. "You left me a fucking letter and said you'll wait for me and then talk to me coldly? Are you an idiot!? Stop fucking with my feelings! Stop playing with me!"He caught my hand and hugged me.

I just cried in his chest. Even though I am extremely angry right now, I still love this man. But what the fuck!? Why is he doing this to me? Why is he trying to make me feel this way?"But you waited for me, I waited for you. I returned. That's all that matters now, Seul-gi." He said and kissed my lips.

*

I woke up and saw the guy beside me. It's Sehun. IT'S FUCKING SEHUN!I quickly tried getting away from him, but I fell on my butt. He woke up and I tried running away from him. I quickly shut the door behind me, and I swear, I could hear the most demonic laughter from that idiot.

"Nothing happened, okay?" He said that and paused for a while. "Unless you want something to happen."

"Shut up!" I yelled and sat down.

Where the fuck are we anyway?