The Unexpected

Seul-gi: 25

Change of POV. Just this once, I'm sorry. 

Sehun 

I was surprised because she fell on my shoulder. Did she just collapse? I tried waking her up, but I couldn't. I quickly ran towards my car. I laid her on the back seat and drove towards the nearest hospital. I arrived quickly since there was no traffic. The doctor told me to wait outside the ER. I waited for a couple of hours, then one of the nurses came out. I quickly stood up so could talk to the doctor. He said she's fine, she's just stressed, and because of her recent injury, her body just gave up. But she's fine now. I let go of the breath I was holding in. 

When she was transferred to a private room, I stayed by her side. I caressed her cheek. She really didn't mean what she said, didn't she? I'm sure she loves me. And I love her, truly. I never lied about that part. So why did she decide that way? I suddenly remembered the biggest mistake I made. 

* 

Yuri invited me to dinner. And when I went there, we talked about how I should leave Seul-gi. Of course, I said I would never do that. I loved Seul-gi. 

"Love? No, you love Sulli, not Seul-gi!" Yuri exclaimed, and I just said I would leave. 

Before I could stand up, she threw the water in my face. I got so mad that I quickly went to her side and held her arms."Is this what you want!?" I kissed her violently. She tried getting out of it, but I held her too tightly. I care for her, she's a childhood friend, after all. But what she's trying to make me do is getting out of hand. I don't want to be her puppet anymore. 

"You invited us so we could see you humiliate yourselves?" I heard someone say that. I stopped and saw Minho and Sulli watching us. 

"Speak for yourself, Minho." Yuri suddenly blurted out. I held her arm, but she just yanked my hand off. "I mean, how dare you talk about humiliation when you yourself is the biggest joke of all?" She then turned to Sulli. "And as for you, dearest. You had a boyfriend, but you ended your relationship just so you could feed the fire burning inside Minho's dick!?" 

"Will you stop it, Yuri!?" Minho finally talked back. 

"Stop it!? You two are cousins!" 

"We all know I'm adopted, Yuri. Is that what you wanted to hear?" Sulli, despite the chaos they created, remained calm. 

"Bitch!" Minho quickly caughed Yuri's hand. "Let go of me!" 

"Try and hurt her, and I swear all of these things, from your money to your clothes, your unit, everything that you have will be gone!" Minho said that and brought Sulli out of the restaurant. 

I tried to calm Yuri down. Even though she can be mean, she's still my friend. But when I looked up, I saw Seul-gi's jealous eyes. She turned around, so I tried to follow her. But Kris blocked my way. What's this fucker up to? 

"Leave my cousin alone for now." He said that calmly, but I am irritated as fuck! 

"No, I need to explain." 

"No man, I'm serious. Leave my cousin alone for now." He said that, and I just nodded. 

I tried calling Edison's number, but the fucker won't pick up his calls. I have no choice but to get drunk alone! I drank the vodka, but it's not getting into me. I'm not getting drunk! What the fuck is happening to me!?I'm on my fourth shot, and I am still sober! I decided to leave the club so I could just sleep. 

And when I was about to walk towards my car, I saw Seul-gi being kissed by someone. What the fuck!? I punched the guy, and when I saw who it was, I was surprised. And yet, this fucker is smirking at me!I got so mad when she went to his side instead! This girl is driving me crazy! I dragged her to my car, and when she was seated, I went to the driver's seat. When I sat down, she was already smoking! Unbelievable! 

* 

Someone entered her room, and I saw Kris come in. He gave me a stern look, but I didn't mind. I think I deserved that. I actually deserve to get beaten up, and knowing Kris and his sister's influence, it wasn't really impossible. But he didn't. Or at least not yet."Leave." Kris said, and I hesitated for a while, but nodded anyway. 

I went to the parking lot and went to my car. I kicked the door. I couldn't forget what she said. I hope she didn't mean that! I am gonna be fucking ruined if she did. What I said was true. I loved her, I never thought about giving us up. So why is she doing this to me? Why the fuck is she torturing me like this? What did I do to fucking deserve this!? 

Then I remembered all the lies I told her in the past. But I truly loved her. I think I deserve this. You idiotic creature, Sehun! You're really fucking stupid! I sat down in the driver's seat and I couldn't control it. I cried.Everything isn't fair. But then again, when did life become fair? What she said... It kept ringing in my mind. Am I selfish for not wanting to set her free? Because if I am, I don't even know what to do anymore. 

What she said was wrong. It wasn't her fault, and she had nothing to do with everything. She never hurt anyone. It was all me. I did all of that.But if this is what's best for the both of us, then I guess I can't argue anymore. I can't keep fighting if she wants to end it. And I can compromise, I can take all the pain. But if there's one thing I wish she'd do, it's to at least assure me that she only loved me. She may have seen me kiss Yuri, and she might have kissed someone else, but who owns her heart is more important. 

I went to her unit, and took the keys on the massive flower pot near her door. I opened it and wrote a letter to her. I don't care if she finds this cheesy, I don't care if she throws this away, but I just want her to love me. To keep loving me. Then maybe, I'll be at peace when I'm not around to stick by her. I even left my ring on top of the letter. This is to make sure she knows I will only love her.I locked her unit and left the key where it was. 

Now, where will I go?