One of 10 - Nicole Lee Snsd

6. Kissing you

I bought the smallest phone I could find and put it inside my bra.You know I didnt always wear pockets.And I hid the phone charger inside an empty tampon box. Now that's a place nobody would ever look.Kiki and I secretly texted each other in bathrooms and under bedcovers. We both thought it was so much fun.

'But what if we get caught, hihihi' I texted

'Nothing can stop us!" he responded followed by tons of emoji's.

Texting was fun and learned new Korean slang every day but we wanted to meet up. Luckily we had an alibi if it went bad.The tv-show. Hong Gi and I, Jae Jin and his girlfriend some other guys, Yuri and Sooyoung met up next to the Han river that November.Luckily it was dark out and nobody recognized us. Hong Gi's eyes sparkled from the street lights as they met mine. At first we just stood there with a 7 feet gap just looking at each other. He was very cute in 2007.

"Uhum ok let's go" His members teased him, and they playfully fought kung fu style. Yuri Sooyoung and I looked at each other. What if we get caught? Our eyes said.If we go to hell at least we will go to hell together.Kiki and I strolled along by ourselves with our members and friends 16 or 19 feet behind spread out. Those moments were really cute.All we got was about 45 min. As we parted we had a long hug. His eyes looked into mine and I kissed him on the cheek. I took the moment . His pink cheeks from the cold turned red.He kissed me back.

"I have to go.See you soon" I said .

"I will miss you" He said sounding so cute I almost passed out.We weren't moving.

"Nicki!" Yuri yelled behind us. I guess she thought if she used my real name people would immediately realize we were "Girls generation .Then we parted ways.

"Bye" I said and waved. All the boys and girls who secretly had held hands split up and went back to their company dorms.

"Where have you been?" The manager asked. We had a 9:30 pm curfew then.

"Yuri and Sooyoung just showed me a new store that sells Japanese skin products"the lie flew out of my mouth.

"Maybe we should be more cautious next time, the three of us are a bad combo, they could catch on."I whispered as we watched ourselves on tv.

"Maybe next time we should bring someone else,like Taeyeon ." Yuri whispered back.

"No it should be a member that knows our secrets ,like Tiffany." I replied.

We promoted "Girls Generation" the song,the album and the group a lot on tv and radio. One time we even performed with the original singer of the song Lee Seung Cheul. Wearing a hideous outfit and a cowboy hat he appeared behind us on the stage singing terribly of key.The other times were better.It got some great publicity which was SM's plan all along.

It was when we did "Girls Generation" we started losing up and we were having fun.We won at Mcountdown and Inkigayo with the song and felt like people loved us.That confidence was shook by that years Mnet awards or MAMA.

We were nominated for best newcomer girlgroup,alongside Kara,Black Pearl and Wonder Girls. We had a medley performance alongside them on an odd looking round stage.The opening was us running in and performing the chorus of" Into the new world" This was then followed by the best dancer of each group "seducing" and flipping her hair next to actor Kibum. It was weird but I think Hyoyeon killed it.I was so proud that she was ours.Later the same show we performed "Girls generation" in a SM medley with Super Junior and The Grace singing their songs.

"Woahoaa!!" I lipsynced with Jessica and Taeyeon. In my bra, I had my secret phone.I flipped it out during a break and texted Kiki. We encouraged each other and send little hearts. Along with other acts that weren't K-pop FT Island performed a horrible version of "Thats's what friends are for" .But we were jealous of them cause at least they were allowed to sing live.