Lost without you - A BounPrem Fanfiction 🔞 (english)

Chapter 9 - Fools and idiots (first kiss)

Boun returned home late at night. His cell phone was still silent and he hadn't noticed that he had received a reply from Prem in the meantime.

P: Thank God you found my pendant. I would have gone mad without it. It is really important to me.... as far as the monsters are concerned, I've got time for them tomorrow too, of course, just get in touch if you know when you want to come here, I'll be at home, because tomorrow I'll be lazy all day and hang out in front of the TV in my jogging suit with potato chips and Coke. You can join me at any time. 😏

I hope your reason for putting it off today isn't a bad one, but a good one. 😅 But if you don't want to tell me what happened, that's fine too.☝ I'm looking forward to tomorrow and a little time with you without work. Good night Hia 😘

B: I'm looking forward to seeing you too, see you later. 😘

After a restless night, Boun didn't struggle out of bed until 12 noon.

Tonight he was constantly mentally back in this bathroom, but this time not in the actual sense of an erotic dream, but in the middle of a nightmare.

He was behind the half-open door again, moaning as he did his nasty work and just as he came, Prem was standing right in front of him, seeing him in a very explicit position and was so incredibly disappointed in him that he never wanted to have anything to do with him again.

His heart broke several times that night, the more he thought about the possibility of never seeing Prem again.

He even woke up with his eyes completely swollen from crying in his sleep.

Boun's conscience was so unbelievably bad, it gave him one painful punishment after another for his inappropriate behavior.

Finally, Boun decided to do something to make up for what he had messed up, even if Prem didn't know anything about it. HE himself knew.

Extremely motivated to put a smile on Prem's face all day today, he went shopping. He had thought they could cook something delicious together and then spend their nice movie night with all the delicacies that Prem loved so much and that were actually taboo at the moment because of working out a top model figure.

The one day of feasting wouldn't hurt and would make Prem really happy, Boun was absolutely sure of that.

Finally, Boun escalated a little in the supermarket where he was shopping. He had salapao as a starter, which were already ready but still raw and just needed to be steamed. The main course was eggfried rice with prawns and for dessert he had Prem's favorite ice cream on a stick. Plus what felt like 20 different flavors of chips, cola, gummy bears and chocolate nibbles.

Boun had announced his arrival at Prem's at around 4 pm.

Although he had a key, he rang the bell because, firstly, Prem had to help him lug the shopping up the stairs and, secondly, he was afraid of new, surprising things that he might see unannounced.

When Prem came rushing down the stairs and blinked at Boun with his beautiful huge eyes, it was all over for him again. He had immense difficulty looking him in the eye, as his guilty conscience and the urge to be close to him alternated in a relentless battle inside him. Eye contact for too long threatened to be treacherous.

"Wow Hia, what did you buy? Did the people behind you leave the supermarket with watery eyes because you didn't leave anything?" Prem joked, actually bringing Boun's tension back down to a lower level.