Lost without you - A BounPrem Fanfiction 🔞 (english)

Chapter 26 - Something new sometimes 🔞

Boun and Prem stood hand in hand on the balcony of their, admittedly still rather sad-looking, dream villa. They closed their eyes, just as Art had just told them.

"And now imagine how this will all look when it's finished. If something pops into your heads that overturns or partially changes my plan, please let me know in good time."

Art was actually just trying to tease out their gut feeling about this house. He wanted them to have a good feeling about the changes that were planned there, because it just wasn't his thing to advise someone or convince them of something that he thought was good but the homeowner was skeptical about.

Prem took the floor first.

"Everything you've suggested sounds great to me Art. If Mila can get the right building materials, as you say, then this place will be an absolute dream. What do you think, Hia?"

Prem squeezed Boun's hand, who still seemed a little distracted and was only just opening his eyes.

"Yes...it....is going to be overwhelming......, include everything you've suggested in the contract and work out with Mila what it will cost us. If we're even remotely able to pay for it, that's exactly how we want it."

Boun couldn't help himself, the moment he had imagined this house finished, one thing led to another. He saw his very own wedding ceremony with Prem, he saw their families and friends in front of him and he saw Prem and himself alone in this huge house that just called out to children playing and joyful bustle everywhere on the grounds. Suddenly he wished he had a family of his own. Of course, that would never mean having a relationship with a woman, let alone getting intimate with anyone but Prem, but for the first time in his life he thought about having children. Whether through surrogacy or adoption, it just felt right at that moment.

"Hia, what's wrong, what are you thinking about?" Prem asked cautiously, for he had immediately noticed that Boun seemed a little absent-minded about what he had said to Art. He stroked Boun's back gently, laid his head against his boyfriend's shoulder and looked at him lovingly.

"I....'m just a little overwhelmed by all of this and I'm so excited to make everything Art has offered us a reality. I see us in this house...a beautiful future........I just got a little carried away."

Boun didn't want to tell Prem about it for now. He hadn't even proposed to him yet, so he couldn't come straight out with a desire to have children. Besides, he had never talked to Prem about anything like that before, why should he? They were young, had great careers ahead of them, their lives consisted of glamor and media, they worked really hard, so there was no point in wanting a family, really. So the topic had to be put to rest for the time being, but that didn't mean it was over.

"I'm so happy too, Hia. I can hardly wait to move in here. Tonight we're going to celebrate the fact that we're starting soon, ok?" Prem pressed a little tighter against Boun and pushed out a sweet kiss-mouth, which of course had to be used with special care immediately.

Mila and Art were now silently looking at this happy couple, who were now kissing each other overjoyed and full of love, with never-ending intensity.

Mila immediately longed for Wila and decided to show her how much she loved her again tonight, with a nice meal and as much love and tenderness as she could muster.

Art, on the other hand, thought wistfully of his great love Chichi, who was currently abroad and had to settle her late father's inheritance.
Chichi was actually called Frame, was in her early 40s and one of the most famous drag queens on the Thai nightclub scene. She had two really successful clubs, various shows and loved Art as much as he loved her.
Chichi's father had died three weeks ago in his late 70s, he was French, had separated from Chichi's Thai mother over 30 years ago and had gone back to France. Contact had been broken off due to complicated entanglements and now, after her father's death, Chichi was the only relative and took it upon herself to sort everything out.