Fresh Hope

28 wants and needs

He still wants you.

"I'm so glad I get to take this dress off." he kisses the skin through the hole in the front, his hands at the buttons on the neck, and has them undone super fast. Your skin is set alight. He peels the dress down your arms and off your chest. You're bare to him from the waist up. He's hungry for you and attaches his mouth to your right nipple.
He's frantic and a little forceful. You don't mind. He moves you further onto the bed, pulling the dress down over your hips. A delicate red lace thong is the only thing remaining in place. Looking at him, but it's not Hoseok looking back at you, it's not even Hobi or Jhope. You've not seen this look on him before. It's dark and menacing, raw and exciting.
Reaching up to kiss him, he leans into your neck, "sweetie," He whispers into your ear, "I need your mouth." he  stands and unzips his trousers. Not wanting to waste time, you spring into action. Hand inside his trousers, feeling for his cock. "Tell me how you want it Hoseok"
He presses his head into your mouth. "Fuck, yes, I need this." He takes your hand in his and starts rocking his hips. "I need to go deeper and faster" he builds his pace and is effectively fucking your tonsils at this point. Lucky for you, you don't have a huge gag reflex. Breathing through your nose you can see his enjoying this. Your happy to give him this, its what he wants.
He let's out a few grunts and deeps breaths. When he comes in your mouth, he says "fuck, I'm not done yet, get on all four's" he smacks your ass as you turn for him. He's being really rough. You like it like this, It's a turn on.

"Spread your self wide for me" again you do as instructed. He takes his middle finger and dips it in. "I can feel your cunt clench round my finger, but this cunt will have to wait, I'm not anywhere near finished" he dips a second finger and rolls his thumb over your clit. Fuck when he does that it feels so good. He lines himself up and presses his head in. You gasp, fuck, I forgot about the size. "I'm not sure I'm ready for you" You say over your shoulder. He takes his head out and spits on his hand, rubs it over his cock and slides it back in. "I need this, you will just have to hold on." Fuck he's being really rough and kind of dirty too, I like this side of him, he wants to be in me so bad.
He pushes in all the way. "Hoseok, please wait, just a moment, you fill me up to the brim." He either didn't hear you or can't wait. He starts with long strokes. All the way in and all the way out to the tip. He cant hold back any longer and you have kept him waiting long enough.
He starts going faster, your body making the natural lube required so he doesn't rip you. You don't mind it rough, he smacks your ass again, fuck, I do like it rough. Again, this time it's harder, again, he keeps getting the same spot. Your sure there will be a red hand print soon. But it just makes you want him more, "Yes Hoseok, smack my ass" he lifts his hand again and with every thrust he matches it with a satisfying smack.
"I can feel your squeezing my cock, you aren't about to cum and ruin my fun are you?"
He starts fucking you harder and deeper if that's possible. It's not sore but it is becoming a little uncomfortable. He pulls his cock out and rubs it along your ass crack. "How I wanted to claim every part of you," he says while circling his tip at your opening. "I could have made you take me in all holes. So far it's been your mouth and cunt. Would you like me to claim here too"
"One day, but maybe not right now" you say while catching your breathe. "No matter, your cunts all I need right now" He's thrusts back into you. Balls deep.

This is how the next hour goes, just as your building to your climax he stops, moves positions.
Your on top and he's got a hold of your nipples ,one in his fingers and the other by his teeth. Then His hands on your hips showing you how he wants it. Again you can feel yourself getting close to the edge, "you like that, you wanna come on my cock?" He says while looking up at you. "Yes, Hoseok, please. It's getting too much" he let's your ride a bit longer and then lays you back, he takes his cock in his hand and starts to rub himself. "You like to see me hold my dick?" He's looking at you with those almond eyes but it's still not your Hoseok.
He cum's and it gets you on the forehead and drips down your nose. "Don't wipe it away, leave it. I wanna see it on you as I fuck you again."
You think, 'that's taking it a bit far', wiping part of it off your nose, you look at him wondering what's going on in his head.
"Hoseok, I need to come too," he flips you on to your front, "face down, ass up" he's back inside you and rutting in and out with no care for your pleasure, it seems. "Hoseok, I don't think I can take much more I either need to cum or I need to sleep" you tell him.
"OK, I will let you cum but after that I'm done"
'What does he mean by that?'
You feel the tingling sensations build and your core clench, you wonder if he will really let you fall this time. When he doesn't stop fucking you, you finally crash over the edge. Fuck the sweetness of it, it's so intense and hard. Letting each wave wash over you, it's total bliss.

You lay there face in a pillow knees sliding down the bed, he lays behind you. Wrapping his legs around you. "Hoseok, that was intense, I don't think I've ever felt like that before."
He brushes your hair out of your face.
"We could be so good together, you and I"
He sounds really distant. Your so sleepy, maybe that's why he sounds off.
You can feel your eyes closing, your limbs are so heavy. Before you know it sleep takes you.
"Sweetie" he says. But you can't hear him.
"Sweetie, are you listening" he gives you a gentle nudge but he realises your in a deep sleep now.

"I know what I should do, I know what I have to do and I know what I'm going to do my love." He breathes into you hair.
"I should hold you until you wake up. I should apologise for taking everything I wanted from you tonight. For not caring about your pleasure, and for being angry with you." He kisses the back of you neck. "If I'm being honest, I had already forgiven you before my brother had finished telling me about your time together. I didn't treat you right and  it caused all of this heart ache. I hope you can forgive me." Another gentle kiss.
"For what I have to do. I have to give you and I time to heal and deal with our own lives and this mess. You need to find your strength and know who you want to be, and who you want to be with" he sits up and looks at your peaceful sleepy face.                                                                                      "But it's what I'm going to do that's going the hurt you and me so much. I really hope this isn't the end for us. You are too special. You deserve so much better than this version of me. I'm sorry sweetie"

He covers you with the blanket, gets dressed and leaves. Only stopping outside of your room door for a second. Is he doing the right thing? His heart is screaming at him to go back to you. His cock wants the same thing but his brain is the dominant one right now. Forcing him to close the door.