Fresh Hope

24 Lady in red.

P.o.v Hoseok.

'She left me. Left me on my own. She's so cruel.'
Hoseok laughs to himself. You went back to your room after she left. You keep thinking about how much you're missing her, but you know that there is work to do and not just with the groups upcoming stage.

Tap tap tap.

It's Yoongi.

"Hey, so did you guys sort it out? Fill me in. What's happening?" Yoongi really cares for his brother.
"Well, we talked for a bit and hung out. I realised that I'm going to really have to take it slow with her but that it could be something real."
Hoseok explained what the argument was about, and just like his sister, Yoongi told him where he went wrong.
"I just want you to know that I've got your back. If you need any advice or that, I'm here, but you usually keep your private stuff to yourself. I get it. You don't want to share your time with her, with us yet. I wouldn't either. Can't believe that you took it further, though. You must really like her."

You guys spend time talking about the stage for tomorrow and the plans for afterwards.
"Yeah, management has set up a dinner afterwards, so we will come back to the hotel, get changed, and have a New Year's party for ourselves. Just the seven of us," you say.
There are many things happening in the new year. There's a new album, promotions for that, there's a few awards shows,  as well as a tour, so you guys discuss it all.

In NamJoon's room.

"Namjoonshi,  I kissed her. It was so amazing. She also let me taste her, I'm just pissed at myself for not getting in there faster." Jin tells Nam everything that happened between him and you, even to the point where you had stopped it from going further. "I knew she wanted Hoseok, but I really wanted to know what it felt like." He's got this look on his face of pure joy. "Eh, Jin Hyung, you look like you are in a horny haze!"
"Bro, her lips are so soft and that tongue, fuck, it felt so good when it was in my mouth" he can feel his dick harden. But then he thinks about his other brother. How he had just kissed his brothers woman and how he needs to tell him. He's done a 180 and instead of revelling in the feeling and sensations of the memories of her touch and taste, he's now feeling despair and guilt about it. "I really should tell him sooner than later. Let him know it was me that pushed it." "Wait, she was into it, then ended it, how long where you together?" Nam asks but Jin shuts that line of questioning down. "Nah, it's me that's in the wrong, she told me about their bond,  I knew they were close and I still pushed it, even though she was opening up to me as a friend, I know better. I should just go tell him now."  Jin stands to leave but Nam stops him. "If your determined to tell him, fine but wait until after the stage. He's happy and if it's going to upset him, then it could put the performance off."

Nam's right, that's why he's leader. Jin decided to wait until after the dinner.

December 31st.

Hoseok and the group.
Wake up and host a live to celebrate the new year in Korea. Going live at 10:30 am, they are all still kind of sleepy but they love their fans and want to spend time with them in any way they can. They members are looking forward to their performance and tell the fans of their goals and plans for the year. As per usual they guys are all laughing and joking with each other. Really showing their bond as brothers.
They have a meeting after the live and have breakfast, they are also filming some things behind the scenes for their fans.
The members make their way over to the event area at 8pm, their stage time is set for between 10:35 till 10:55.
The members all have their own routines for getting ready and in the mind set for a show. They have already sent well wishes to their families and loved ones in Korea due to the time difference.
Hoseok's sister sends a msg.
"화이팅, (fighting)"
He sends one back.
"고마워, (thank you)

The members watch the other artists perform and are having a good time.
Their stage is great, a small malfunction with Jimin's jacket, but it's cute and it's live TV. They all laugh about it.

They head back stage and enjoy some drinks and snacks. Hoseok checks his phone. He's taking pictures when you send him a text.

"Hey handsome,  you guys were amazing. Stay warm, happy new year when it comes" there's a picture of you with the girls. 'This one is trying to end me, look at that dress'.
Yoongi, spots Hoseok with his mouth wide open.
"Hey, Hobi, you OK?" As he walks over Hoseok shows him the picture. Now Yoongi understands. "Fuck bro, no wonder you look like that. She's stunning in that dress. Play your cards right and you could be a very lucky guy. Hey I'm sure after dinner you could be taking it off!" Yoongi isn't loud but Nam saw Hoseok's reaction to the picture and then the two brothers interactions. He's annoyed he didn't make his feelings more known. Fuck even Jin got to hold you when he kissed you, taste you. 
Nam has a serious talk with himself. 'Don't think like that, he is your brother and he deserves happiness, if she was with him, is she was intimate with him,  then she was never yours to think about that way. Get over it.' He's not entirely convinced. 'Maybe, there's still a chance, she did spend time with Jin'.

31st December.

You and the girls.

Even though you relaxed all night, no one woke up before 11am. Your feeling a lot more positive than you did yesterday at this time. The girls show you what they have decided you are wearing to the party for the new year celebrations. "Ladies, I don't think I can pull this off" your concerned as its not your usual style or colour pallet. They convince you by saying "new year new you."

The hotel has a gym and spa and a lovely pool. So you decided to go for a swim, to kill some time through out your day. They hotel has a bathing suit you can purchase.  Its weird the things that remind you of your childhood. The smell of chlorine brings back these memories, family vacations, swimming lessons with your school. Those around you smiling and having fun.

After a few laps, you relax and just enjoy the water. The treadmills in the gym look out on to the pool area, 'Good idea', you think, means those running have something the watch. I should take up an exercise, 'Shit, I wonder if anyone was watching me?' Your no Michael Phelps but you love swimming. Feeling your body under the water, 'Maybe someone ran faster or longer while I was swimming. I'm not in too bad a shape. Well I either inspired someone to look like me or motivated them against the dangers of eating haha'.
You laze around in the water for a little longer. Before doing a few more laps and heading out to get dried off.

The glam squad have arrived again. The girls have decided on your make up too.
"Bold lips, fuck you really are trying to make me a new woman., I'm gonna be a proper catfish after this". The glam squad help you into your dress. Your still not feeling it. But they are all full of praise and awe. It's not until the girls see you that you start to think there's something wrong. 'Shit, are my tits too much,  what have they done with the face paints, my hair what of its like a birds nest'.

Catching sight of yourself for the first time in the full length mirror.
Wow.
Your a fucking knockout.
It's been ages since you thought that about yourself.
The dress, floor length high neck and a striking red, it has a front split and key hole detail at the chest. Yes, the girls look awesome.

The hair, loose curls pinned to your crown, it looks elegant but very simple.
The make up, nudes on the eye, with a glitter liner that's just visible in the light, the blush just accenting your cheeks, shit it looks like you have proper cheek bones. The lips match the dress perfectly.

Your feeling really beautiful.
"Well girls, you may know somethings after all. Look at me"
Pictures are taken and its not long until you are feeling top dollar.

The front desk call to let you know the car has arrived.

The party, its at a really upscale hotel, the event is being held in their glass top ballroom, imagine a green house but on a huge scale, minus the compost and vegetables but filled with fairy lights and beautiful white flower garlands.
There are a lot of well know faces and important people. You are⁷ sure you heard someone say the mayor was in attendance too. They have the countdown on a big screen. The guys perform and Jimin's jacket get stuck on his head, it's cute.

The drinks are flowing and there's always someone with a tray of nibbles close by.
The music is good and it's not long before the party takes off. The girls are Snapping pictures to create memories.
You decide to send a group pic to Nicole
"Happy new year Huni" the accompanying message.
You also send one to Hoseok.
"Hey handsome, you guys were amazing. Stay warm and happy new year when it comes x"
You also add a picture.