Fresh Hope

3. flying high

"Let's go through it one more time," you say to your brothers.
They don't protest, but you know they are getting tired.
"Once more, then we can stop for a break, have lunch?"
5,6,7,8....

"Hobi Hyung, make sure you drink something. We shouldn't get sick," says Nam. They all walk to the table and sit.
Each member taking out their phones or checking their laptops. Plugging back into their lives outside of the training room.
That's when Nam shows you a picture.
It's of Nicole. She's worked with you guys for years as your permanent linguistic coordinator. She goes with the members when they travel outside of Korea.. At first, you don't see it, "Yeah, she's posted a new pic, what about it?" That's when you look again. 'Fuck, that's my Nuna' "aw, yeah, look, she's with her friend, yeah I recognise her now". How could you forget those dark eyes, the sweet smile and those tits.
Well, they aren't on show right now, but you've seen them, sort of.
Checking the caption,  you see It was only posted 40 minutes ago. Eating some 김밥 gimbap, you take a moment. Your feeling kind of hurt because this means she's in town but didn't call you. Maybe she didn't really mean it when she said she would be your friend.

Taking a walk, before the end of lunch, you bring out your phone and search for her contact number.
'Aha, there is it. Wifeu.'

"Wow, you really came to town and didn't call your hubby!" You laugh and try to hide the hurt your feeling. She sounds happy but a little tired. She also tells you that she won't be in town for long, that she's heading back to Europe.  You both make a promise to call and check in with each other more often. This makes you happy.

The next few months, are busy with schedules but also new choreography to go with new tracks that the team have come up with. You still take the time to chat with your new friend. Some times the conversation are the bare minimum, 'my day was shit how was yours'  or the opposite, there's too much to fit into a text so a voice call that goes on for over an hour. One afternoon after practice you take the plunge and video call. She remarks how sweaty you look, that 'it shouldn't be but is kind of sexy'. How you would like to get sweaty with her.

There was one morning, in November, were checking your social medias and messages when one of your brothers (a member of the band) saw your screen and asked "when did you get married? kind of hurt you didn't invite me to be your best man!" For now you just ignore him. It's too early and you want a coffee.

You hope Jimin doesn't bring it up again. You didn't tell the guys how you had slept with the stand in language Nuna, or how you had breakfast the next morning.  So there was no way you were going to tell them how you had pictured her riding you cock or swallowing your seed all while screaming your name. Theses thoughts you keep for yourself. It's not until the company puts on dinner for the team, as a reward for all their hard work over the last few months, that's, when you are put on the spot.

"Here, did Hobi Hyung invite you to his wedding? He's got a wife!"
'Shit, fuck you Jimin' you know he's playing but now you have to bend the truth, coz you can't lie, your face gives you away.
"Well, obviously we aren't legally married, Jimin!" You try not to show any emotion, if your annoyed then they will suspect you have feelings for her, if you laugh then they will assume you are trying to lie. For the next 10mins you tell them how the pair of you had had a drink in the hotel after the schedule, that a kid had asked if you were married, and then married you there and then. It's was cute. How you both laughed about it and you had updated the contact details on your phones.  Thinking that your explanation, boring and bland as it was, would be enough to quell the questions, you start eating.
"When do we get to meet the new Mrs Hope?" Asks your eldest Jin. The others laugh but in a supportive, playful way.
"Well, I've not seen my wife since L.A, so I'm  not entirely sure Hyung. Now your trying not to think of the last night in LA in the hotel.

Over the next few weeks you speak to her on the phone, she's begun to play back when you flirt or ask probing questions. It's a fun aspect of your friendship. Remembering one video call, she had been working long hours, and due to time zones, it was her bed time. She didn't have to answer your call but she did. She told you that she was extremely tired and wouldn't be much company. After only 10 minutes she had fallen asleep. you felt kind of creepy, just watching her sleep, but she looked so peaceful, you didn't hang up for almost 2 hours. Having her on the corner of your screen while she slept and you worked on beats and lyrics for your next mixed tape, it felt like she was in the room with you. She calls one day to say she's heading to family for December. She's looking forward to seeing them, can't wait to make snow angels and memories.

The managers hand out the schedules, staff lists and entertainment sheets. There's a lot to do for the end of year stage, promotions and practice. You will only be away for a few days. Before you know it, your heading to the meet up point and on to the airport. Its still dark outside.
Checking the departure board, then your watch, a thought fills your head.
'Maybe I should send the wife a msg since I'm flying. In case she calls and can't get a hold of me and thinks I'm ignoring her.'

You record a quick video and hit send, putting your phone in your shoulder bag.

Each member has their own cubicle on this plane and your glad of this. Since sending your video msg, all you wanna do is rub one out. 'Fuck, she really does get you hard'. About to taxi out the, pilot reminds everyone to turn their phone off.  As you go to switch off your phone you see,  she has replied.

A video msg.
"Hey, Mr" that Nuna really makes you smile.
"Thanks for checking in. Your flying again?! Save your airmiles. I was also on a plane in the last few days. My friends wanted to cheer me up, so they flew me out and we are spending Hogmanay together. Be safe." Kissing the camera and giggling. The video ends. 'I miss those lips' you play it once more before turning your phone off.  Any notion of sleep has gone, you just want to slide your dick past those lips but all you can do is fuck your hand and hope the guys don't catch you.

Once in the air, the guys order food and drinks. Yoongi and Nam have their headphones on and are working on their lyrics. The others, Jin and the maknaes are searching through the media, looking for a movie and drama to watch.
You chat with them until the meals come then everyone eats and sleeps. 'Thank fuck for that' you think. The others have all put up their privacy screens. 'Time to ease the pressure on my swollen dick'.