Fresh Hope

7 Dammit

Your eyes are locked on him, looking at every detail of his face. He's looking right back at you. "I have been waiting for this for months, if your not ready, please say something now." You can see and feel the sincerity radiating from him. "I really hope you want this, you want me. "
He adjusts his weight on his arms. Reaching up, you kiss him. Your arms are around his neck and hands on the back of his head, moving his mouth closer. "Sweetie, kisses don't count as consent, say it."

"No!  When that guy at the cash desk asked if he could have your  number, I thought he would combust from nerves."

Shit the girls are back.
"Shhh," you say to Hoseok. You're panicking now. "Shit, what the heck?"
He moves to the side and kisses you, trying not to laugh, "they can't find me like this" he holds his hard cock in his hand. Gently rubbing it, it's colour changed from the light honey and dark tip to almost red, filled with blood and ready to spear you.

"Hold on to that thought" you say, getting up, putting on the hotel dressing gown. You leave the room.

"Hey guys," you say.
As Lee opens her mouth to greet you. holding up a hand with a shy smile.
"Can I ask a favour?" They look at you perplexed.
"I will explain in 20mins, but for now, could you all hide out in a bedroom? Or go get coffees from downstairs?"
"wait, what's going on?" Asks Lee.
" I'm not alone." You blush.

They stifle their giggles,
"shit, don't we get to meet them?" The girls are enjoying your momentary discomfort.

"Please, this is important. obviously, we can't finish, but I can save him from the embarrassment of walking out in front of you guys" Your pleading with them.

"Ok, OK, Perry's room, and we will close the door. We promise not to peak. But don't think you are getting away without a full run down. We want details." Her room is furthest from yours. Full of questioning looks they walk and skip to her room.

Hearing the door close, you turn and head back to your room.
Hoseok hasn't moved.
He is still as hard and still has a gleam in his eye.
"So they are in one of the bedrooms." You say, indicating that your time is up.
"Sweetie, You can't leave me like this" he motions to his hard on.

"Well, you definitely can't walk out of here like this, but we don't have time. And, I really don't wanna have my girls listening to us."
Straddling him, how easy it would be to just move the material between you, finally making you complete. Letting out a sigh, "whys, there always something, maybe we just aren't meant to be one"
He holds your face in his hands, "you know that's not true. I will have you. Not right now, it seems, but I will have you, I'm a man of my word". A soft kiss, both feeling defeated.
You help him find his clothes. This man is beautiful, he's tall, slender, athletic and you were so close to having the ride of your life.
No doubt about that.

Checking the girls aren't peeking, you make your way to the suite door, he kisses you once more and whispers, "you will come see me later." It's not a question or a command. But you like the way he says it.
"The girls and I are going out later, but I will call you"

Right on que, as soon as the suite door closes the girls practically fall out of the bedroom in fits of hysterical laughter.
They are patting you on the back, high fiving you, and being assholes but its all done with love and very supportive.
"Yes, she's broken the seal, she's moved on from ass face. What's his name? Where did you meet him? How long has this been going on?" The tirade of questions!

"Calm down, calm down. Its not like that, really!" your trying to down play it as much as possible but these girls know you. You don't just find a random guy and have at it. The laughter dies down but their smiles are just as prominent and infectious.

"Come on spill, we wanna know who makes the grade!"
"Look, he's a friend. I've known him for years". It's not a lie, just Bending the truth a little. "I bumped into him earlier and, well," you trail off.
"Name, d.o.b, financial status" Perry says while counting on her fingers.
You can't tell them any of that.
Scrambling,
"His name, Jay. I met him through Nicole."
Getting up you, you open the shopping bags, as if to change the subject "so, what did you get for me?!"
"Yeah, we got you some choices, but your not off the hook yet". Laughs Jade.

"So, did ya'll make the beast with the two backs?" Asks Jade.
Shocked, but finding it funny, "Wow, you think I'm just going to drop my drawers like that" Snapping your fingers.
Lee, sensing that you wont give anymore away,
"look, we love you and we are happy for you. I think we were just shocked, I mean we left you with Nicole and find you with a guy!"
"Yeah, me too. Like I really didn't expect anything like that to happen. We are friends. Sure, we flirt and have a giggle. I didn't think I would see him anytime soon."
Lee changes the subject, she knows you will fill them in soon enough. "So we got a few outfits with you in mind. We went with a metallic theme." The next 20 minutes the girls are trying to convince you to chose their favourite dress. In the end you decide on the deep bronze dress. It's got long sleeves and built in support for your boobs, that goodness they were thinking of you when they got this dress, coz going braless isn't an option.

"Hair and make up should be here around 5pm." Perry says looking at her watch.
Checking your, there's 2 hours of chill time.
>kitty, we could be riding him for those 120mins. Send a message see if he's still in the mood.
>heart, look there's a reason it didn't happen.
>kitty, yeah the three people in front of you.
>brain. Let's keep this in the real world. He's who he is, we are who we are. It's too complicated. Just be friends.
>kitty, but now he knows how we taste.

You decide on a shower, it's only now that your walking to your room, that you see your coffee where you had abandoned it earlier. Smiling to yourself, you grab it and take a drink.

The warm water feels nice, and even though your a little sad to be washing his scent off you, you know it won't be the last time you see him. He as much as promised you would see each other again.

A Christmas ringtone goes off.

"Hey, I've got about an hour of chill time, you wanna come and say hi", its Cole, even though she's now working calls to check in.
"Eh, yeah if you're ok with that. You do mean, coming to hang out with you and say hi to the guys?" Your holding your breath.
"Yeah, duh! look, the security is tight, so meet me at your elevator. I will take you up."