TADC AU - A New Life.

Chp 14: Morning Talk.

-12 in the Morning-

Jax lying in bed looking up at the ceiling wearing a long sleeve shirt and sweatpants
'Man... These chumps are boring, Gangle, Kinger, and Zooble out old already, and Pomni is taking a shower for some odd t--

Before he could finish that sentence, someone knocked on his bedroom door
Come in!

The door creaked open
Hey Jax! Pomni said as she walked in Oh you're done? He asked
Yeah, thank you for letting me wear your old clothes. Sorry

Heh, no problem.
'No, deadass, this girl is fittingly clothes when I was 10! I mean yeah I'll admit that I was the biggest student in almost all of my classes but her? She gets my shirt like it's nothing! Not to mention she's wearing my boxer and she has actually cake... And... We're in the room... Alone...'

Hey... Pomni... Have you... Ever been curious about kissing? He asked
Kissing? I wouldn't say I have. She answered Why do you ask?

Come over, sit next to me, let's talk...

Uh... Okay? She said awkwardly, she walked over to bed and hopped up onto it
Pompom... What do you think about me? I mean I'm just curious. He asked nonchalantly

Simple, I think you're a sweet-hearted individual! You're nice, sweet, and caring, you have playful energy-

I wish that was true! He said, overcutting Pomni But in all honesty, I'm not. I'm just some guy with no self-control.

No self-control? She said
Yeah... It's just something teens deal with, well that and people who are addicted... Guess I fit both of those descriptions. Hm...

What can't you control? Maybe I can help. She said
Sorry, but you being in it would make my problem worse!

'I forgot she got out of the shower! I can assume she brought her body wash because her body scent is really messing with my nose! Think it's starting to mess with the wrong part of my-

Pomni suddenly hugged Jax, making him lock up
Don't forget... I'm here for you... We can-

At that moment, Jax suddenly pushed Pomni onto the bed and got on top of her, looking down at her with lustful eyes
Pomni... I lack self-control... My sexual desires get the better of me almost daily.
He pinned Pomni's wrist and leaned in closer
I can't let you be around all the time... Because if I do... I won't be able to control myself. Even now... I feel it is getting worse.

I-i see! Pomni said I guess we should talk about it, huh?

What!? Jax said, shocked as hell

So you're feeling that kind of tension huh? Mom always told me that if a friend has a problem, talk about it!

R-really!? Jax said as leaned off of Pomni
That's right! She said as she leaned up and folded her legs
So... Go ahead and express yourself! Let me hear.

A-are you sure? Jax asked I don't want to... You know... Weird.
Pomni smiled playfully as she titled bee head, giving Jax the sign to go ahead
Okay... You see... I'm... A sex addict... I started like this in my freshmen year, most of the girls wanted me because I was the typical "Mr.Tall and Handsome"  with an athletic body, so girls always wanted me. Around that time, that's when I first met Raggedy-Ann, she was a good girl, the sweetest one in our grade, but of course, being a socially awkward guy with... Trauma, I didn't want to be made fun of being open, but she started to hang around me. We quickly became friends, and then one day she admitted that she had feelings for me. Honestly, I was nervous, I mean all BS aside, she's cute, I wouldn't lie about that! But after that confessions, we started dating. It was honestly going pretty well, we were in for a good... Solid Month? Yeah a month or so, then... We've gotten too close... This caused me to pressure her into having sex, no matter how many times she said no, I was thinking with the wrong head.

Even though we finally did it... I had slight regrets for pressing her about it, but then she wanted to do it more. I wasn't expecting that in all honesty, so we did it back to back, but one day we got caught doing it in her house...
Oh boy! That still makes me feel bad, but once that happened she broke up with me, even though it was more than likely because of her parents, I grew further from her. He let out a sigh even though we are friends, I still feel some tension between us...

I see... I would never thought that something happened between you two, but you did say in your freshman year so I can why everything now seems normal. Pomni said

Y-yeah... Then it was Gangle.
Huh? Gangle? I... I guess I should have figured that out.

Heh, yeah... She was just a shy girl I could easily talk to with no issue, well... Other than her obsession with Yaoi manga things! But other than that, we hit it off, but of course, I didn't want to make any mistakes with her so I just became her friend. Anytime we hung out we would watch and sometimes we would wrestle... All until that day she tied me up with rope, but how she did it really told me "Hey... This girl has a fetish!" and because of her, I'm into that as well. And because she did that, our pure and wholesome friendship turned into sex, weird that she acts so shy to others, but when we're in a room, she's a freak.

But... He let out a disappointing exhale I keep being too... Quick and rough with them... Because of that, I ruined too pure friendships. They may say it's not a problem or it's in the past, but I still feel some type of way...

Jax...

Pomni grabbed Jax's hand
It's fine to learn from your mistake... But don't let your past define who you are... Yes, it wasn't right to force someone into something they didn't want to do. But you can't keep holding that in as if it makes you who you are...

But... That's contradicting. If the KKK killed a black one day then-

Please don't bring race into this! Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.
Always remember that! Kay! She said happily. Jax's face slightly turned along with his eyes slightly widening. Suddenly he took a breath, catching Pomni's attention

Pomni... Can I see your hand? He asked
Huh? S-sure. She said. Jax grabbed Pomni's hand and guided it to his stomach as he grabbed the bottom of his long sleeve shirt

I know this is risky but...

I want her to see my body...

I can only hope she's squeamish

AYY! JAX! SOMEONE'S HERE! Kinger yelled

Huh?!? This late?! Pomni said

Who the fuck comes to someone's house at 12 in the fucking morning!?