I See The Light (Book #3 in LA Series)

Chapter Nineteen

Beth's POV
I feel Dan move from underneath me and kiss my forehead. "I just need to pee," he whispers. I mumble something since I'm still half-asleep and snuggle into the pillow since it smells like him.

I was about to fall asleep again when an angry voice boomed the house. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!?"

I scramble out of bed and rush out the door. Dan was walking out of the bathroom and he looked mad. I see Kev also coming out of his room tiredly.

Then I see why Dan is pissed when Violet comes out in nothing but a towel. My stomach drops.

Is she serious?

"Your boyfriend walked in on me showering," Violet growls.

"I did fucking not," Dan snaps. "I was halfway through taking a piss when she fucking wrapped her hand around me."

Kev gags and heads back into his room.

"You seriously can't believe him over me," Violet growls. "I'm your sister."

"Well you did lie about hooking up in the first place," I murmur. "And you do like Dan."

Violet huffs. "Well, I don't anymore."

"Didn't feel like that to me," Dan mutters.

I glare at him. "Not helping."

He puts his hands up in surrender and walks past me. "He's a jackass, you shouldn't be with him," Violet says.

I laugh. "Dan is one of the nicest men I've ever met," I say. "And honestly sometimes I feel like I've known him longer than you."

"Well, he's been nothing but rude to me," Violet snaps.

"Because you tried to fuck him when he said no," I growl. "He wasn't interested and you kept pursuing him. I mean Jesus Christ Violet you waited for him in the dark, naked on his bed."

"It's worked other times," Violet huffs. "And it would've worked with him if it wasn't for you."

I run my fingers through my hair frustratingly. "I can't do this anymore Vi."

"Fine! I'll admit I did plan to seduce him tonight," Violet snaps. "He should be with me Goddamnit, I'm better than you."

"No your not," I say.

"At least I wasn't a twenty-two-year-old virgin," Violet snaps. "At least I didn't lose it to some rapist. At least I could satisfy Dan and his huge pierced dick."

I was frozen in this one spot. Tears were falling heavily out of my eyes and my whole body was shaking. I can see Dan out of the corner of my eye and see him angrily lashing out at Violet.

He picks me up takes me into my room and lays me on the bed. He kisses my cheeks and cups my face. "You perfect," he croaks, obviously hating how upset I was. "You all I need Beth."

I nod numbly and pull him down.

I was enough. I was enough.

*
I smile politely at Lenny as she passes me a cup of tea. She sits in between Georgie and me, while Liv goes on about how Jax wants to pounce on her every hour that she is ovulating.

She is never one to leave out details.

"Should we Let Lenny tell us why she asked us here today?" Georgie questions, cutting Liv off.

"Right yes," Liv says. She waves her hand at Lenny. "By all means."

Lenny grabs a poster from behind her and unravels it to us.

Baby number two is due in December!

"Oh my god," Georgie gasps. "That's so amazing!"

"Congratulations Lenny," Liv gushes. "I'm sure Elle is going to love being a big sister."

Lenny nods.

"You are an amazing mom," I murmur.

"How did Seb take it?" Liv asks.

We all laugh as Lenny acts out Seb gasping and passing out. "Are you hoping for a boy or girl?" Georgie asks.

Lenny shrugs.

"She doesn't care," Liv says. "They will have another five kids anyway."

"Your poor vagina," Georgie teases.

"Says you who had two lots of twins," Liv laughs.

"Exactly I know from experience," Georgie says, laughing with Liv.

I stay around for another hour and then leave with Georgie. As she was driving me home I guess she could tell something was off.

"You gonna tell me what's up?" Georgie asks.

"My sister is back," I tell her. "Well was, Dan kicked her out again."

"I'm guessing it didn't go down well," Georgie murmurs.

"No," I admit. "She now has me doubting if I'm enough for Dan."

"You are good for Dan," Georgie says. "Cole tells me all the time that he never shuts up about you now."

"Really?" I question, smiling a little.

"He's crazy for you," Georgie murmurs. "And that hasn't happened since Emily."

"We aren't even having sex though," I say. "Eventually he's going to want that."

"Obviously," Georgie murmurs. "But he's been on his dry spell for two years, I'm sure he can wait till you are ready Beth."

I bite my bottom lip. "Does a piercing hurt?"

Georgie frowns. "What do you mean?"

"Violet says it's pierced," I whisper. "I mean I know he has his nipples and I find them incredibly sexy, but on his dick?"

"It might at first," Georgie tells me. "But they also make the sex better too, because it presses against your g-spot most deliciously."

I blush. "Oh."

"But as I said, wait till you ready," Georgie says. "It is your first time."

I smile at her and relax in my seat a little.

Georgie is a good friend