I See The Light (Book #3 in LA Series)

Chapter Twenty-Five

Beth's POV
I AM GOING TO TELL DAN.

It is time to tell my boyfriend that I love him. While he was working I fancied up his living room and got in my nicest dress.

And awkwardly went shopping with Lenny for lingerie.

Tonight is not only when I tell him I love him. I'm going to give myself to him.

Fully.

I'm ready. It's that simple. Dan, is it for me?

I just hope I am it for him. Beth, you are it for him, stop talking yourself out of it

I hear the front door open and fluff down my red dress. "Wow," I hear Dan say.

I look up and smile. "Surprise?"

"What is this all for?" He asks. He walks over to me takes me in my arms and kisses me passionately.

"I wanted to do something special," I whisper against his lips.

Dan hums and we pull apart. I take his hand and lead him over to his couch. We both sit down and I pour ourselves a glass of wine. I didn't want to drink that much though, cause I want to remember this. "That dress is beautiful," Dan comments.

I giggle. "This old thing."

"How much have you drank?" He asks staring at my glass.

"None," I answer.

"Are you nervous then?" He asks.

Oh god, he can tell. "Maybe."

He quirks an eyebrow. "What's going on?"

"I love you," I blurt out. "Wait don't say anything I wanted to say that better."

"Beth-"

"These three months have been amazing with you," I gush. "You've been so kind, so sweet and you truly amaze me every day, it's no wonder I fell so quick."

"Beth-"

"I was scared," I cut off. "I truly don't think sometimes that I deserve you, but I'm getting better and I'm starting to realise I deserve love too."

"I was too," Dan admits. "I was scared to love again after Emily because I didn't think I could go through losing someone again. I'm still scared Beth, but I know I love you too and that doesn't come all the time."

"We can take this day by day," I whisper.

"No," Dan tells me "I want in Beth, I want you."

I release a shaky breath. "Which takes us to the second part of the night." I stand up and strip off my dress, leaving me in my matching red lingerie.

"Oh my gosh," Dan croaks.

I get in his lap and kiss him. His arms wrap around me and he groans as he feels the fabric. He stands up and takes me with him, leading us to his bedroom. He drops me on the bed and strips off his shirt.

"At any time, you need to stop telling me," Dan says sternly. "You are in control baby."

I nod and watch as he strips off his jeans and boxers too, leaving his gorgeous cock out in the open. He slowly gets back on top of me and kisses up my stomach till our lips meet again.

I tense a little as his hand presses up against my core. But I open my eyes and see Dan. He's not here. It's just Dan and I.

The man that I love.

He pulls my panties to the side and I gasp as he thumbs my clip. "Good?" He whispers. I nod and grip his other arm. "You already so wet," he comments.

He kisses his way down and soon enough his tongue is replacing his thumb. "Oh god," I choke. Dan hums and it sends vibrations through me. He grips my thighs holding me down as he pretty much ate me for dinner.

He pulls away for a second and he slowly presses a finger into me. One becomes two and soon enough Dan is wrapped and pressing himself into me.

I grab his hair in a tight hold and he pulls my bra down exposing my nipples and takes a nipple into his mouth.

His thrusts quicken and he gets up on his arms and grabs my hips. "Fuck I forgot how good this was," he growls.

I pull him down into a kiss and moan into his mouth. I felt something happening to my body. Something that has never happened before. It felt amazing and it was getting bigger. "Oh god, Dan," I moan.

"Cum for me," he says. "Let me see you fall apart."

My body responds and I feel like I nearly pass out from all of the pleasure. Dan groans and holds himself in me.

"I love you," he whispers.

"I love you too," I say back.