bad guy | b.e.

Flowers | 011

B I L L I E

Jordyn still won't talk to me. It's been over a week and I'm losing it.

I mean, it's not like I care about her or anything, I just.. I need more tutoring, that's all.

And, I guess.. I kind of like having her presence there. Like, I don't like her, but she's.. ugh, whatever.

I don't know why I'm like this. Why do I act like such an idiot?

I think I'll get something for Jordyn... maybe just to apologize again.

It's not like I like her.

I don't.

I don't like Jordyn.

Well..

No.

J O R D Y N

"Mani, stop!" I laugh as Normani keeps throwing popcorn at me. "That's what you get for saying Scarlett Johansson isn't hot!" She declares. "I didn't say she wasn't hot, I just said she wasn't my type!" I put my hands up in defense. "Same thing." Normani rolls her eyes before throwing another piece of popcorn at me.

"No more!" I chuckle. "Okay, fine. I'll stop.. for now." She smiles innocently. "You're so annoying." I roll my eyes playfully. "Shut up." She giggles.

Right now, we're watching The Avengers because I told Normani that I've never watched it before and she freaked out about it. We're having a sleepover tonight, but Vicky couldn't make it, so it's just us.

And my dad isn't home.

I have to be fully alone with her.

..Which is my worst nightmare because I get so nervous around her and act like an idiot. I hope I can get over my feelings for her.

"Dude, did I tell you that Billie's been texting me?" Normani asks. "What? No." My eyes widen in shock. "What is she saying?"

"She's been sweet talking me and trying to flirt with me, but I just keep ignoring her for obvious reasons. There's no way I could ever get romantically involved with her again." She sighs. "I'm sorry, Mani." I frown. "It's okay. It's just annoying that she's acting like nothing ever happened. Calling me pretty, saying she misses me and all of that. It's so stupid." Normani says.

She tells her that?

Why am I.. jealous?

No, Jordyn, stop.

"Yeah, uh, that's really weird." I nod my head. "It's so annoying, I wish she'd stop." She rolls her eyes. "Why don't you just block her?" I ask. "Last time I did that, she punched me in the face." Normani shrugs and shakes her head. "Seriously? Over you blocking her?" I question. "Yup, that's how she is." She nods her head.

"I'm sorry she did that."

"It's not your fault, JJ." She smiles assuringly. "You're amazing, Mani. Don't ever let her put you down again." I tell her. "Ugh, I love you, you're the sweetest." She says, laying her head in my lap as she hugs my waist.