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Promise | 036

B I L L I E

It's been three days since me and Jordyn hung out and she hasn't talked to me since. I think she's avoiding me and I don't know what I did.

I wonder if it was too soon for her.

I hope I didn't mess things up again.

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iMessage

jordy

jordyn did i do something?

why are you avoiding me?

i'm sorry for whatever i did

no bil i'm sorry i'm being an asshole

i shouldn't be avoiding you for no
reason

what's wrong?

i think i just got nervous being back
w you yk?

its nothing against you i'm just saying
it's like an adjustment i guess

i'm sorry if you felt like i rushed you into it

i know it's a lot

i don't want things to be awkward between us
tho

we're still just the same jordyn and billie lol

bil you know things can never really
be the same between us

why jordy?

b things are so different now

and you know that

they don't have to be

how tho

will you come over?

sure i guess

what time?

whenever you want

i just really wanna talk to you face to
face jord

okay

i'll be over in 15

okay

drive safe

thank you i will

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In real life

To be honest, I don't even know what I wanna talk about with her. I just want her to talk to me.

She's right, things can't ever be the same between us.

But that's only if we're friends.

I don't know if I can be her friend.

It's too hard to look at her knowing she's not mine anymore.

I know, I know. "It's been two years, get over it already."