Eevee

The fears in her mind

Just as a warning, there's some heavy stuff talked about in this chapter, specifically self harm and suicide.

The day after the previous chapter- 3rd person

Aizawa walks in the classroom and stares at the class, which was already silent by the time he got in ear shot of the door, something happened. "Alright, before I start, you are never this silent, what happened?" Jack raises his hand "Yeah" "I'll tell you after class Aizawa" "Alright. Well, as you know, the Sports Festival is in 2 weeks, so I hope you all are training" The class all nod, minus Izuki, who remains unmoving staring out the window.

The class goes on as usual, but Izuki doesn't say a word, she was paying attention... kinda. The bell rings and the class all pack up and leave, with Jack staying behind. "Alright, what happened" Jack tell his all that he knows, which is just that Izuki had a nightmare of some kind, and now has shut the whole class out because of it, even Eri hasn't been able to get her to talk. "Alright, so Izuki had a nightmare and from how much you and the rest of the class is worried, this must have been the worst one yet" Jack nods "You're good to leave, keep an eye on Izuki though... just in case" "Yes sir" Jack walks out.

Izuki POV

I sit down at an empty table with my food, and start eating. 'I know it was a nightmare, but I can't shake what they said to me out of my head... and it's eating at me, I hate it... I don't want to treat my friends like this, I just can't get those images out of my head'  A few tears fall from my eyes as I eat, and I quickly finish before leaving the cafeteria and find somewhere quiet to sit.

I just sit there in silence and in tears until I hear someone sit down next to me, and after looking over, I see Kendo from 1-B. "Hey, everything okay?" I just look at the ground and shake my head "You want to talk about it?" I shake my head no "Alright" She goes quiet after that, but stays next to me.

After we sit there for a bit, I end up speaking to her "I... had a pretty bad nightmare" "Oh? Want to talk about it? It'll help more than you might think" I hesitate, unsure what to think, but I end up caving, needing someone to talk to, and I tell her everything while sobbing. When I'm done talking she puts her hand on my shoulder "Let me guess, you've been ignoring your class because of this" "Y-yeah..." I wipe my tears away but more just take their place "I feel horrible for doing this to them, but it just..." "What they said felt so real, that your unsure if they've been lying this whole time?" "Mhm"

"Look, I don't know that much about your classmates, but they wouldn't do that to you, no way" I sniff and wipes my tears away again, "How would I even apologize? I even treated my boyfriend horrible... I wouldn't be surprised if they hate me now, they all only tried to help but I just shut them out" "They won't hate you, and if they do, your more than welcome to swap to 1-B, we can trade someone out with you" I chuckle lightly at that, and the bell rings "That's the warning bell, I should get going" She stands up and helps me get up.

"Feeling any better?" "Yeah, thanks for that... listening and whatnot" "Of course, see you around" She walks off, leaving me to walk back to the classroom. I walk back and hear Denks ask Jack something "Hey, Jackson? If it's okay with you, Zuki once said something about your dad and how you don't get along with him, how bad is it exactly?" "Well, the simplest way to put it is that he didn't want a second child" "Oh. That's such a stupid reason to treat you badly!" "People are stupid sometimes"

'Just like I'm being stupid... I can't face them right now'  I turn around and go to the dorms, going as quick as I can to not be spotted. Once I get to the dorms I go straight to my room and lock the door, and lay on the floor, staring up at the ceiling. "Why am I like this...? I hate myself sometimes..." I can feel Umbreon leave my mindscape, but I don't care anymore, she can do whatever she wants.