Time passed after that day with the kitty cat; It was the last week of school and I felt almost empty. I was going to a different high school; A school where Paulie nor Nathan would be, only the people I haven't gotten in touch with or never even talked to in third year of middle school; mostly people who lived on the North side of town. I was still going to be in a small fucking classroom at FHS (which I'm not happy about) but I don't want to leave my friends.
I want my career to come true but both FHS and KHS have that for me. I was thinking hard about that the whole last week of school. Students were telling me to 'hit them up' by giving me their cell or exchanging numbers. Some said 'see you at FHS', 'See you at KHS' and I was just replying with an 'okay'. I just wanted a good future.
I've always wanted a husband and kids to have in my life. Hell, I've been dreaming of my wedding since I was a little six year old. I used to pretend to be married to some of my stuffed animals - even the fighting cards I had! We even played house and all of us would have a role in the family - I even had a stuffed animal as the dog! Haha! Ain't that funny..?
But that's not the point. Ma told me that prophecies say 'Don't worry about tomorrow'. Pft! Yeah, tell my unstable ass that. Even the wisest of wise will have me questioning my existence and it'll probably end with a bullet to my head
That's besides the point
People keep asking me why am I changing my mind to go to FHS? I told some the truth and some to 'Get Bent' or 'Mind your own business for once'. Paulie told me to not worry about her but I can't. I'm like a bodyguard or some shit to her. W-Well, not a bodyguard but someone who protects her and keeps her safe...in a way Eudie Brito intends to bodyguard- I mean help people like her. Nathan told me to call him Violet from now on in our years in High School. He's been more confident on his feminine side because of the new idols having him see a new light. The idols are pretty and confident with themselves but I'm also worried about him...her...them...NATHAN. I'm worried people might bully him because of his haircut and fashion sense...also how he wants to be himself. But I'm gonna keep hoping for those two along with Dave, Carol and Kiki.
Right now I'm talking to people who are cleaning their lockers. All I had in my locker was the late pass on the first day of school. Back when I was friends this temporary Canadian transfer student Al used to tease because sports and hockey and things other than Baseball and Volleyball. (Even the accent and maple snacks) I was talking to students who were going to the same high school as I was. A few were excited that I was going but I'm not. People outside of my school were telling it might be best for me to go to FHS for now but you think I give a crap what their lips are flapping at me to do half of the damn time??
Later that day, we were practicing our graduation ceremony for tomorrow; the last day of school. I was going to wear a dress once again and the girls were pumped to see me in one again like I did at the dance Wednesday night. (it was EMBARRASSING WEARING ONE AT THE DANCE I CANNOT FUCKING- AND THE MAKE UP!) I went to one of the English teachers' room. We hung out for a while and then we lined up in alphabetical order. The teacher I was with had last names from A to C. I didn't want to practice, but I had to. Anyway, we walked out of the classroom and Kiki was across from me...I waved and she waved back.
Time passed that day and now I was waving at her again. It was the actual day:
My Graduation Day.
The day I say goodbye...
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Project: Insanity
General Fiction***WAS CPU INSANITY*** Eudie Brito was drafted to be at war in another universe. Her new partners, Danneth and Nina are battling to their deaths with another army led by the nemesis of their Mistress. It is unknown why they are fighting. What would...
