The Last December

Chapter 9

                        My heart My Monster.
Present
Adeline
"To what do i owe this pleasure Miss"? Eren ask me in his posh British accent when i step out of the house. "What do you mean Eren" i ask him.
"I mean isn't your husband is supposed to take you Office with him" he raises his eyebrows
And i roll my eyes. This husband act will be a death of me. But hey ain't i death already. I mean i dead to everyone, whoever i called mine, they think i'm dead. So isn't me Death?. But if i'm Death then Ali is certainly My Graveyard.
A strong arm wraps around my shoulder, my body stiffens and i smell his perfume.
"Of course she's supposed to go with me. You can leave Eren, see you at work i guess?" My husband smiles and tells eren to get his ass off from the property. I feel Ali has never really liked Eren's presence and God knows why.
I roll my eyes and leaves from Ali's hold. He opens the door of his car and i get inside.
He sits as well. "I called Eren"
"I know" Ali says while focusing on the road.
"So that means i was supposed to go with him not you" i say.
"You are supposed to go with me Wife, not another man" he says, still without facing me.
Ali never forgets to remind me that he claims me.

Woah, whatta hectic day. I had to go through every files and information i needed. I has so much work that i skipped lunch as well.
I didn't see Ali all day after we reached to the office.
I thought he was busy too, but i was expecting us to go home together but , he didn't. When i went to his Cabin he wasn't there. So i let Eren drop me home.
I'm sitting in my room right now and when I have no work to do, i listen to my damn heart and stalk Alex.
Alex, he married, wow well News Flash i married too, but hey, he got married 2 years ago and has a child but me? I married for convenience.
He's happy, i stroll over his picture with his wife, i feel like he's even happier than he was with me.
How life changed, how did this happened, why me and him ended up in different worlds? Or maybe we never destined to be together.
He wasn't mine, I wasn't his.
my heart.my monster. Who doesn't want to give up its feelings for Alex. Its so weird to feel for someone who's married, but didn't i loved him first? Wasn't he loved me first as well? Or did he never? No no no, this can't be true, he loved me, he fucking proposed me. We were supposed to be married, only if that Jack didn't happen, or to say if James and Jack both wouldn't have come in my life. My life would have been different and not in this luxurious room which gives me no happiness. I'm lost, i'm alone in this big Ass mansion.
Sometimes i wonder, when I didn't have my memories I didn't feel anything for Alex, or I didn't feel anything in my heart that as if someone lived there before. Instead when i saw Ali for the first time when i wokeup, i instantly was attracted to him, i still remember the time when i opened my eyes
"Doctors, Doctor, come please she's opening her eyes" he screamed. A light flashed on my face when i opened my eyes, it was so blurry, I couldn't see anything, only i could hear some voice, "can u please atleast tell me what's happening doc?" I heard him again, his dark Husky addictive voice is echoing in my ears constantly.
"Hey Can u hear me Addie" i try to sit up, when strong hands hold my shoulder and i look at him. When i look at him and his eyes meets mine, its black, he has black eyes but these are shining so bright, his dark black hairs are falling over his forehead, his features are so sharp that it would cut someone, he's so tall and big, i can see his biceps through the black tshirt he's wearing, his skin is fair and his cheeks are little pinkish. His veing hands are holding me and pulling me into a hug, i don't know him, but his hug has a relief, i want to ask him who he is, but i'm afraid this moment will stop, so i just let him hold me till he wants. He's so gorgeous, he's like a light in dark room, he's Ma luna. Wait, what am i thinking and how do i know french? Why do i consider him my moon? He removes me from his hug and holds my face "are you okay Baby"  did he just call me baby? By anychance is he my boyfriend? No ways? Does he?  Coz if he is that i might be the luckiest women on planet, because he is the most beautiful man i ever seen.
I say "where am i?"
He replies "you are in hospital Addie"
"Addie?" I look at him and the doctor in confusion.
And then the colour from his face vanishes. A dark shadow over takes him.
Then the doctor explains how im going through shit. I mean Amnesia. My parents barge in as well they tell me my name and shit happens
Oh God, i still remember the look Ali had. He was so full of light and emotion, but after that i even never seen him like that.
Maybe i would have done this marriage with consent if i never got my memories back. But the day I remember everything. It was all over. All my attraction towards Ali from all those years disappeared. I became distant and then this fucking marriage happened.
Ali then was a different human when i wokeup and Ali now is a sick bastard who wants to win everyone.
I'm sure he has a deal or something with my dad thats why he married me. Otherwise there's no reason for this particular act.
Well now they all have put me in this trap then so be it. I'm gonna make their lives hell as mine is.
Because I'm Adeline Glyndon Caspher and i never ever lose.