The Last December

Chapter 21

                 Go Run Blue.
Adeline
Its been a week since we came from New York. I have come to terms with what ever happened, i have accepted my fate. My fate is Ali. He's my husband, he's my present. And i cannot say about future. But i have accepted him. I can no longer fight him. I can no longer fight my best friend. He's supported me every single time. He's handled me through every lowest moment of my life. That day in the hotel when he did my first aid, when kneeled in front of me, when he held my hand I felt something. And that something is genuine care. He cares for me. And I definitely mean something to him. Since we have come back, things have been quite busier. I have been accompanying Ali through all the business meetings despite his opinion of me staying home and focusing on my self. I can't stay at home and think more. I have to get myself busy so that i forget whatever happened move on in my life.
The only thing weird in this past week that has happened is, ali is keeping a distance between us. He barely visits my room when we are home. And during office hours we only talk bout work.
He barely touches me. And most importantly why do i feel the need of him touching me.
After that day in hotel, i've been craving for his touch. His attention and all of sudden he's not giving me all of that.
Before he would usually do all of it, he would tease me knowing i would hate it, but now he isn't teasing me at all. Or maybe after my episode he's treating me gently. But being treated gentle is the last thing i want, i have never been a fan of being handled soft and gentle. I have always like challenges and not so gentle behaviour.
Its been more than six months of our marriage, when i entered this contract i never thought i'll find peace with him. I'll find peace in him. But i have. I have realized how much relief i feel in his arms. He's a friend obviously i will feel like that right? And i'm a woman with needs. I have been celibate for years. The only man i had sex with was Alex. Waitt no actually my first time was with_ my thoughts are cut off when Ali enters my room.
"Hey Blue" he says. Looking extremely hot in polo shirt and khaki pants. His dark pitch black hair falls over his forehead, he's like that god damn vampire who doesn't age.
"Hii" i say. My replies to him have become softer. There's barely any humour.
"We have to attend Mr. Shein's birthday party tonight if you remember" he says.
"Oh yea i do. I'll be ready in a while" he nods and then leaves my room just like that.
Few hours later. I'm ready. I wore this long blue maxi dress by Versace. It has a deep v cut neck which shows some amount of my cleavage. And the glitters on the dress shines too bright. I have curled my blue hairs. I'm wearing Ysl heels. And my bag is Chanel. Perfect Wife of a Billionaire.
The moment i walk down the stairs Ali stands in the hall, wearing Ralph Lauren suit. God this man has the power to make every women's panty went tonight.
He looks at me. His gaze burns my skin. I walk down the stairs when he forwards his hand and i hold it.
He clears his throat and then says "you look gorgeous" i smile.
And then he drives us to the party.
He keeps his hand on my back when we enter the party and introduces me to Mr shein.
"Sir. This is my wife Glyndon Khan" my eyes widen. I never once in my life till now called myself Adeline Glyndon Caspher khan thats what im. "Nice to meet you Mrs khan" i smile back to the old man celebrating his birthday. He's turned 65 but he definitely looks pretty hot.
A woman comes in view and throws herself on Ali.
My skin burns. The rage. Its back. The rage to see red, to kill someone at the spot. But why for him. Why am i jealous? Am I seriously taking the wife part too seriously?
"Hey Ali how are you" the woman says.
Ali doesn't smile or anything but he replies "i'm good Lina, how about you" how about you seriously ali. My blood boils at the thought of that woman touching something which is mine.
She talks back and i stand there as if i don't exist. Now that i think about it , is she Ali's mistress? Or maybe ex gf? And its been more than half year of our marriage and we haven't done anything so its not like ali's will stay without sex? What the fuck am I thinking, he's anything but a cheat and he's taken this husband wife stuff more seriously than me since the first day of our marriage. But still he's a man with needs. God.
I walk back from him. He's busy talking with her and feel so very weird that i leave myself from there. And come to the drinks station. I order some Strawberry lemonade
"Hey Glyn" a familiar voice interrupts me. When i look at him. Its Eli Vance. What is he doing here. We have been doin business with Eli for a quite some time. But he should be in USA.
"I wasn't expecting you here Eli" i reply.
"Huh huh, you always come straight to point" he takes my hand in his and peck a kiss on it.
My eyes shifts to where Ali is and i see his hot burning gaze at me. Wow. Right time. He was talking to that women when i was burning, its time to get back at him. So i smile and laugh and continue my chat with Eli. The voice too loud and thats why eli mostly whispers in my ears "your husband looks quite jealous and i'm sure you are doin this on purpose. You can't fool
Me glyn. I have done business with you i know your mind" he says and gives me his wicked smile.
" you are right Mr. Vance" i smile back .
A strong grips my shoulders and i know this warmth its him.
"Can i have my wife for a moment" my husband says.
"Sure sure. glyn meet me someday ha?" Eli winks and leaves.
"You let him touch whats mine" his grip on my shoulder tightens.
I look at him and for a moment i'm scared form ali. His gaze is too powerful.
"Im not yours and he's a good friend" i reply back.
"A good friend?" He questions.
And then suddenly he pulls me out of the chair and he holds my hand and takes me out of the party by force. Everyone looks at us. He takes me to the car.
"Get inside!" He orders.
"You can't go around ordering me ali and what have you done. Everyone was looking at us"
Suddenly I'm pressed between him and the car. He's so close i can feel his breathe.
"First you wear such seductive clothes and then you let that mother fucker kiss your hand and whisper in your fucking ears. You have tested my limits Adeline." He opens the door and throws me inside.
I'm fucked.
I shouldn't have pushed his limits. "I want to get out" he locks the car. And then he starts driving despite my objections.
And then we reach somewhere which looks like a fucking forest.
"Get out" he says.
He doesn't look at me. So i don't listen to him either.
"I said Get.The.Fuck.Out" i open the door and get out.
He comes out as well.
"Go Blue, Run. Run as if you are running for your life because the moment i catch you. You are in my hands. I'm going to fuck every inch of yours" my eyes widen.
My body freezes. What should i do.
Right now he's in control. So maybe the only thing i can do is run.
So i take a step back lifts my dress a little and
Run.
I run through the dark forest.
The excitement thrills me inside. This is what i want. I want messed up fucks.
I want nothing normal.
Because I'm not normal and i want everything in my own fuckery way.
I run without looking back if he's coming.
I don't even know where i'm going but i keep running only for him to catch.