The Last December

Chapter 44

        We end here, but me and him will live in your hearts forever.
Adeline
One Month later
Its been one month since he's gone. Its been one month i have been finding him. Its been one month i have cried myself to sleep because he isn't here.
Its been one month, Mikael and Sansa married.
Its been one month, i joined my father's company and as acting CEO.
Its been one month, when everything went right except for Ali leaving me.
And a week ago. Alex and Abigail visited me. With their little daughter Adeline.
Abigail. Such a beautiful women with blue eyes. But i love her as a person. She's kind. and she's a wonderful wife and mother. Alex told me about her past. And I could definitely relate to her. The urge of killing. I could feel how she must have felt. But see how they live so normally like nothing ever happened.
Alex told me, that ali will come back. He said he's seen how he loves me? But who knows? What if he actually never returns.
Me and Alex have found a ground. We have gotten friendly with each other. Little adeline loved spending time with me. We also video called Asher and his wife Miley. Who is Abigail's bffs. And their son Levi. That boy so gorgeous. But when i looked at those kids. I mourned the death of my baby. Abigail consoled me. Something she wasn't capable of doin but she did.
I didn't even realise, but we all grew up. Having kids of their own.
But there's a void inside me . Only Ali can fill. And he's not there. I miss him so much. More than i can express. But if he comes someday i will get hit his head with a vase how dare he left me.
Few weeks later
I sit on the couch of a club , filling my stomach with tons of alcohol. I bring the bottle next to my lips and drink it. The music here so loud fills my ears. As i forget the pain i go through everyday. I dressed in dark blue skinny dress that stops above my knees. I did a black smokey eye look and nude lips. I got my hair redone in a darker shade of blue. I came in full mood to fucking blast and dance. But now i feel so sick.
So i get up from the couch. Wear my leather jacket. And move out. The cold breed of feb hit me. My legs feel cold and tremble. So i literally sir down outside of the club. My back resting on the wall. And i start crying.
"Shh, bad girls don't cry out loud" that voice. That fucking voice i've been dying to hear.
I see him. He bending infront of me.
Smiling.
Asshole.
"You fucker. Go away!!!" I scream as I struggle standing up. He holds my arms.
"Do not touch me" i say.
I'm so fucking angry. How dare he show up after months and smile.
"Let me hold you. You are drunk as fuck" he holds me in his arms even after my protest.
He walks, taking me in bridal style.
"My feets hurts"
"Should i remove your heels"
"Yeah maybe" i rest my head on his shoulder.
"You left me"
"And i'm sorry."
"Why did you come back?"
"Because I can't live without you. I realized it's impossible. I was always around you watching you like a stalker. It was an irrational decision of leaving you. Im so sorry. But now i'm back and i'm never ever leaving you again."
He stops walking and i hold his hand and kiss him. Very roughly. Nothing is soft about this kiss. The cold air makes my the back of neck hair shivers. Me in his arms. Kissing him. Its real.
"I'm gonna haunt you forever Ma luna"
"Ma luna" he says.
"Yes. You are" he walks again and then drop me in his car.
He comes and sit next to me.
"Where are we going?" I ask him.
He looks at me and smirk
"To the forest"
"Oh" i smile. I know what we are going to do.
A few moments later. We are against a tree. My dress lifted up to my waist and my panties down.
"Oh Addie. Im rock hard" he says against my neck.
"And you dripping wet. Tell me how much my pussy missed me" he says as he sucks on my skin.
"Alot. I need you" i say.
"You look hot addie. I feel like taking the eyes of men who saw you like this"
"Please_ Ali_ please fuck me"
And then his dick slide right into me.
He fucks me like he's starving.
"Ali" i say. Taking deep breathes and moan.
"Hmm" he says.
"I love you!" I scream.
He stops. And then he looks at me.
"What did you just say blue"
"I fucking love you Ali" he kisses me.
Deep. Intense. Romantic
"I love you too. I love you so god damn much that it's impossible to even breathe without you."
I finally found my happily even after. With him.
I always wanted to have a happy ending and here i have. This time i dont die. This time he doesn't go anywhere. We just stay together and forever.

I walk outside of Khan's mansion. I have put the gasoline all over the house. I look at the house. Zayn's memories lives inside. And everything related to him. I will burn. So i lit my lighter and throw it in.
The fire starts and slowly spread. I stand there, hands in my pocket, hoodie covering my face i watch the house burn.
And then i turn and walk away. The house burns behind me.
We've burned everything. His company we sold.
His surname Ali left.
Mikael too.
And then this the last piece that burns behind me.
And walk towards a better future with my husband , brother and my friends.