The Last December

Chapter 22

I love you Blue
Adeline
I run as fast as i can, then i hide behind a tree. I have to catch my breathing. I know i go gym and all but running in these heels is the last thing i planned. I take deep breath, keep my hand on my chest. I don't even realize and his strong arms grip me. Oh fuck. I'm hauled back in his arms. His eyes his face. He looks so fucking dangerous at this very moment. And me? I'm melting in his arms. He pushes me behind and then his big body is covering me, my back is resting on tree. He so very close. "You are in my hands blue. Now you see. I'm going to punish you. Punish you for letting him kiss you. Punish you for humiliating me every time. Punishing you wearing this slutty dress" fear creeps in my body. What type of punishment he is talking about. His hand wraps around my throat and then he licks my earlobe. And whispers "you can say no everything will stop. So i give you 30 secs Blue. Say no i will stop but if you wont. I'm gonna fuck you raw right here" my eyes widen at his confession. I can say no and stop. I can stop this but I don't want to. I don't want to miss his touch again. Everything is so different. When we had first time sex it was so gentle and kind. But here everything looks so very lusty. So very wrong "come on blue , stop me while you can"
I don't. I'm not saying no.
He waits. He's a man of his words so he approximately wait for 30 secs and then his mouth is on me. He kisses me
Within in one move his tongue slides inside my mouth. And i melt against him. His grip on my throat gets tighter and his assault with his lips get harsher. I can almost taste blood. But i don't stop it. I let him kiss me. And i kiss him back with same ferocity. Then his hand moves on my breast and he presses it so harshly i almost gasp. He's still kissing me while his hand moves all over my body. And then he lifts my dress to my waist. And my heartrate increases. I haven't been handled like this by Alex. He always took care of how i would not be uncomfortable but its Ali and therefore there's no similarity. He's harsh. He's rough just like how i want. And then his fingers are touching my enters.
"So wet baby" wet? Im wet? I didn't even realize I was wet but hell im dripping.
And then slowly his fingers goes inside my enterance. The pain hits me.
"Ah blue so tight."
"I despise you" i admit.
"Yet you are riding my fingers" he buries his fingers deep inside me and i come there and then.
He licks my neck and then sucks my skin leaving hickeys. He removes my left over clothes in one go and im standing naked infront of him, he looks at me "you are so beautiful" he admits and my cheeks burn.
And then i hear him unbuckling his belt. Damn im goin to get fucked. The thrill excites me so much very much.
He wraps my legs around his waist. My back still pressed again probably leaving marks. But its gonna be all worth it. And then in one ago he's inside me. I cry out loud. He thrusts inside me and i keep my arms around his neck for support, he flicks my clit with his thumbs while thrusting inside. "I'm not a gentleman so i'm not gonna ask you if you are alright blue. Its your punishment for letting that eli touch whats mine. You are mine. You have always been mine Adeline. And i will burn down every man who touches you and i will fuck you in their ashes, You don't defy me anymore. Specially not infront of other men, and if you do that. Remember i'm gonna bring you here again. And fuck you against the tree, then against the stone and then on the ground. And i'm gonna keep fucking your brains out till the only name you remember will be mine. Do you understand blue?" My stunned by his confession and i'm too high so instead of saying anything i just nod.
And then he and i both come. The hot liquid falls on my skin. I look like a fucking mess. He gets inside out of me and then he rests his head on my shoulder, his lips touches my skin and my hand brushes in his hair. "I love You Blue" he says and my world crumbles at that very moment. I get on my feet and we both face each other. I don't want love . No i'm not capable of loving and I definitely don't deserve his love. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said" he says and i still stand in silence he picks up my dress and make me wear it. He fixes himself. And then he picks me in bridal style and make me sit inside the car. And then we drive home in silence.
Wow i had sex after years and a confession.
And when did he fall in love with me?
What am i supposed to do?
God whatta messs.