"Before I lose my nerve, I must tell you everything." Yoongi started. Hoseok held Yoongi's hand.
"Namjoon said a lot to me while raping me. He was also choking me a lot as I told you. I didn't tell you and have been ashamed about it.
I got hard and came. I don't think Namjoon ever realized that I did because he continued to rape me for a while." Yoongi had tears coming down his face.
"I hate that it caused that reaction in me. My therapist keeps telling me that it's normal, but I feel like I betrayed our trust." Hoseok hugged Yoongi.
It was the first time sober he had told him. Typically Yoongi is so wasted he doesn't know what he is saying and talks about the rape in full detail. "Yoongiaa, I love you, and you didn't betray our trust or bond.
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You were raped. Listen to your therapist. There's a reason why he specialized in sexual assaults.
He's there to help you." Yoongi just nodded his head. "Jagi, go take a shower.
Do you want to lay down for a while longer or stay up?" "I didn't get much sleep. Can we lay back down for a bit?" Yoongi asked. Hoseok smiled, "Sure can.
I'll be in there when you come out of the shower." When Hoseok started down the hall, Taemin asked if he would come into their room. "What's up, Taeminaa?" "Is Yoongi samchon okay?" Taemin asked.
Jimin just laid there silent. "He finally told me something about the rape, sober this morning, so it's a step. The part that he told me he doesn't know he has told me before."
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"The coach gets that wasted?" Jimin piped in. "Jiminaa, Yoongi is dealing with a lot of emotions, one of them is he's got to realize that it wasn't his fault, that he shouldn't blame himself or be ashamed. Yoongi just needs time to cope."
Taemin nodded as Hoseok left the room. He entered theirs just as he heard the shower turn off. He picked up Yoongi's running clothes to put in the hamper, which felt heavy, so he checked the pocket.
Hoseok pulled out a small bottle of whiskey, it was still full, but Hoseok didn't like that Yoongi could be hiding his drinking again. He sat the bottle on the dresser and put his clothes in the hamper. He will see if Yoongi brings up the bottle to him later.
Yoongi came out of the bathroom naked, and Hoseok smiled. "Well, hello." Yoongi walked over and hugged Hoseok.
"Come lay down," Yoongi stated. "I'm tired." Hoseok pulled the covers back because he made the bed when he got up at five. Yoongi didn't get dressed.
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He got in naked, and Hoseok looked at him for a minute but didn't say anything. Then Hoseok laid down in his shorts and t-shirt. Yoongi moved over and put one leg over him and his head on Hoseok's chest.
Hoseok rubbed Yoongi's back. Yoongi didn't want sex. He just wanted to be held.
"I love you, Hoseok, thank you for being here for me. I carry that bottle just to carry it. I never drink alone anymore.
I don't hide, and actually, the cap won't come off." "What?"
