Love , Again ?? || RM

Part 7 - Torn Between Love and Insecurity ?

JOON'S POV
I entered the garden; I couldn't breathe, my chest felt tight. I had the urge to bury myself somewhere, to run away. I didn't want to live with this truth. My entire life had been shattered. The girl who used to be the source of my happiness had become a permanent pain in my life. I didn't know how to react or what to feel. The pain was overwhelming. Seeing me in pain would also be hard for the members, who had treated her like family. For them, facing all of this is as difficult as it is for me. With these thoughts, I was about to go to my usual spot, the swing, but I saw a girl sitting there, shivering. I approached her and recognized her as Y/N. I went to her side and took off my jacket.

Joon: Hey, what are you doing here? (I covered her with my jacket, and she looked at me with fear in her eyes.)

Y/N: Hey. (As I felt the jacket on my shoulders, I wished it was Riyo, but it was Joon. I looked at him, and his eyes seemed like he had cried a lot.)

Joon: Why are you here at this time? (He asked, sitting on the nearby swing. The way she ran from the practice room today, something must have happened. But I didn't know what to ask; I wasn't in the right state of mind.)

Y/N: Hmm, just needed some fresh air. And you? (I didn't want to answer anything right now or ask anything. I just wanted to avoid thinking and feeling.)

Joon: Same. (We both sat there silently. Neither of us said anything.)

Joon's Flashback in the Same Garden...

I was really busy with work and finding it hard to make time for Ha Eun. Since she was on her period and dealing with mood swings, she wanted to be with me. To make it up to her, I planned a small picnic in the nearby garden. All I wanted was to make my woman happy. I went to her apartment, knowing the passcode, opened the door, and went straight to her, hugging her.

Joon: I know I've been caught up with work, but today is all about you, love. I want to make up for the time I couldn't spend with you (I gave her the chocolate.)

Ha Eun, smiling: I appreciate that, Joon. Just being here with you is enough for me. I don't want anything else.

Joon: No, I'm taking you out. Well, I only have 2 hours, so come with me. (I said while holding her hand.)

Ha Eun: But let me change; I'm in my pajamas.(She tried to free her hand.)

Joon: Baby, you look adorable just like this. See, I'm in my trousers too. I knew you'd be in trousers at home. (Ha Eun noticed and hugged me.)

Ha Eun: You're the best, yeobo.(She said while kissing me.)

I took her to the garden where I had made arrangements. Ha Eun's eyes welled up seeing my effort.

Joon: Hey, did it look so bad that tears came to your eyes? (I knew it was her hormones, so I kissed both her eyes.)

Ha Eun: This is perfect. I was really missing you a lot. (i hugged him tightly.)