Kim Namjoon - I don't believe in love, and if you are looking for that in me and us, then you should stop right here, Y/N.
Y/N - I'm not searching for love either, and I don't want you to feel anything special for me.
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Y/N - Why don't you i...
Hey everyone,This episode was supposed to be uploaded the day before yesterday. I had written the entire episode and shut down my laptop, thinking I would upload the photos, proofread, and publish it later. But when I opened my Wattpad account after a while, the draft was not there, and I was devastated. I lost 3700+ words that I had worked so hard to write. I didn't feel like writing it all over again, and I was in a really bad mood. But then, I thought about my readers waiting and realized sulking wouldn't help. So I sat down to write it again. I apologize for the delay, but thank you for your patience.
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Hannie's POV:
I left the flat after saying goodbye to Y/N, but for the first time, I felt so heavy before a concert and didn't feel like going to practice. For me, my work and meeting my fans are like breathing in fresh air, but this time I feeling suffocation
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Thinking about all this, I reached the parking lot, got into the car, and drove out of the building. But then I saw Geum Hi standing there. 'What the hell is she doing here?' She stepped in front of my car. I honked, but she didn't move to the side. The stubborn side I used to admire now irritating me. I rolled down the window.
Hannie: What do you want?
Geum Hi: A lift. We're both going to the same place. [smile]
Hannie's POV:
I knew that if I said anything, she wouldn't move until I agreed, and I didn't want Y/N to see me from the balcony, so I unlocked the car door, and she got inside.
Y/N's POV: I stood there for some time, feeling bad that Hannie was meeting Geum Hi and didn't tell me. They are even going together, but he didn't tell me. It must be hard for him not to share that his love of life is back. But, heartbeat, you don't know that I would be the happiest for you. I'm sure he must be thinking about me, not wanting me to feel bad since I'm just coming out of a hard time, and his love is back. But still, heartbeat... sigh.
I came inside, saw that it was 8:30 AM, and sat on the sofa with my diary and pen to write down all the thoughts that were troubling me. I wrote something, tore the page, and threw it away. I kept writing, tearing pages, and throwing them away until I finally knew what I wanted to write. I took a deep breath and started writing.
Joon's POV:
This morning is beautiful. The one thing I'm best at is washing dishes, so I played some songs and went into the kitchen. While singing like anything, I washed all the dishes. I don't know why, but I was really feeling good today. First, seeing the sunrise with Y/N and then spending time with my brother. My heart was feeling happiness after quite some time. After washing the dishes, I went to sleep, hoping I might fall asleep. I lay down and turned over a few times, but I couldn't fall asleep. Even though I stayed up all night yesterday, I still wasn't feeling sleepy. This was making me worried, but then I went to take a bath thinking how temporary is emotions are before yesterday i was in pain, yesterday night felt like magic and today morning was my euphoria but here again i a feeling all those mix emotions. With each water drop, I felt relaxed and refreshed yet heavy for some reason. After taking a bath, I got ready, took my diary and pen, and started writing.
