Love , Again ?? || RM

Part 10 -Riyo's Reality

On the other side of the story,
Joon entered the hospital and looked for Haeun. I saw her at the reception; she asked something and then went in another direction. I followed her. What is she doing alone? Where is the guy? I felt a pain in my chest, and then I saw she dropped a page. I picked it up and read it. She came to the hospital for an abortion? What? I read it again , and suddenly someone snatched the page from me.

Haeun: Love. [with teary eyes]

Joon: Why are you aborting the baby? [teary eyes. Is she doing this because of me? But why punish this unborn baby? Tears were falling from her eyes. Say something, love.]

Haeun: I am sorry, LOVE. [started crying]

Joon: Where is the guy? What are you doing here alone? [I can't see her like this.]

Haeun - love [unable to say anything]

Joon's POV:
She is crying, how can I see her like this? I didn't want to create a scene in the hospital. I didn't want Haeun's image to be affected, as many people knew about our bond. I held her hand, took her to the parking, and she sat in the car. I asked driver to driver to drive to car straight to our flat. Throughout the journey, neither of us spoke. Tears welled up in my eyes, and I could see the same in hers. What a situation my love and I have landed in. I want to hold her in my arms, but I can't because this is not something I wanted.

We reached the flat. She silently followed me and sat on the sofa while I took a seat across from her.

Joon: Where is the father of the child? Why were you there? Why are you aborting the baby? [I am feeling the pain. I am asking the love of my life about her baby with another man, something I thought was mine.]

Haeun: [sobbing] Joon, I never meant to hurt you. I just got lost, and I couldn't find my way back. He... he meant nothing to me, but I can't bring this child into our lives knowing the truth.

Joon: [clenching his fists] You don't get to decide that alone, Haeun. The father has an equal right to decide, don't you think? Where is he? [i can't believe like people can just sleep around with anyone without feelings]

Haeun: [pleading] Joon, please try to understand. It's not fair to anyone involved. I know I messed up, but I can't bear the thought of destroying our relationship.

Joon, torn between anger and heartache, paced the room, trying to process the avalanche of emotions crashing over him. The weight of betrayal pressed down on him as he grappled with the consequences of Haeun's actions.

Joon: [voice strained] What about us, Haeun?there is no us anymore and do you really think we ever come back from this? i fucking loved you, you were my women , you were suppose to mother of my child, you were suppose to ....you killed us, no i am the reason of everything i was not enough for you, i was not there with you...it is...all...my mistakee....[started crying, this is killing me right now, i don't want to see haeun anymore] 

Haeun: [desperate] Joon, I love you.Its my mistake. If there's a chance for forgiveness, for us to rebuild, I want to take it. [started crying hard]

Joon: [voice strained] What do you mean, Haeun? This is not something you can just apologize for and expect everything to be okay.[were you this shameless always ?? who are you ???] You were carrying another man's child, and you decided to end up going to another man without even considering my feelings, our future. How could you?

Haeun: [desperate] I didn't want to destroy our relationship.

Joon: [shaking his head] Destroy our relationship? Haeun, you destroyed it the moment you chose to betray my trust. How can I ever look at you the same way again?

Haeun: [pleading] Joon, please, I'm begging you to understand. I never meant to hurt you. I love you, and I want to make things right.

Joon: [looking at her with pain in his eyes] You talk about love as if it's a simple fix, Haeun. Love is built on trust, and you shattered that trust into a million pieces. I don't know if I can ever trust you again.