Love , Again ?? || RM

Part 21 -joon's comfort place

Joon - [tears streaming down his face, responded with a shaky voice] Hyung, I... I don't know how to handle all of this. I'm trying to be strong and trying to understand things, but it's so damn hard.

Jin - [turned to Joon] I know this is hard, Joon, but hyung is here, your brothers are here. I know all of this isn't easy, but tell me what's going on in your mind. How long will you suffocate yourself? I won't tell you what to do unless you ask me, but tell me what's on your mind.

Joon [looked at Jin] - Sometimes, I feel like running away, leaving everything behind, hyung.

Jin - [put his hand on Joon's shoulder] Tell me where you want to go. Do you want to go alone or with everyone? Whatever your heart desires, do that.

Joon -[looked down] Hyung, I want to meet Ha Eun. [I don't know what's right or wrong now.]

Jin - Okay, meet her. Whatever you want, I'm with you in every way. You know that, right? [I wish I could do something. I wish I could share his pain.]

Joon nodded, and Jin placed his hand on Joon's head.

Jin - Hyung will do whatever you ask. I want my Joonie back, but I want you to heal first. And for that, you'll have to share your thoughts with someone, whether it's Yoongi, Hoba, me, or Maknae. You'll have to open up to someone. [Joon still looking at Jin]

Joon - Riyo, who is Y/N's ex, is the father of Ha Eun's baby, and he played with her too,i came to know about all this at y/n's flat.He emotionally manipulated her, and he got her to have an abortion, hyung. I couldn't keep my love, my women safe. I couldn't give her that love, so she had to go somewhere else. And now, the situation Ha Eun is in is all my fault. I wish I could understand her more, hyung. [started sobbing]

Jin was just listening to him; he didn't say anything because he knew if he tried to explain things to Joon now, he wouldn't understand. What's more important than explaining to him is letting everything out that's going on in his mind.