Kim Namjoon - I don't believe in love, and if you are looking for that in me and us, then you should stop right here, Y/N.
Y/N - I'm not searching for love either, and I don't want you to feel anything special for me.
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Y/N - Why don't you i...
Author POV Y/N was busy in her studio while Hannie and Joon were occupied with members in their practices. Y/N checked the time; it was 7 pm, and she hadn't messaged Hannie. She knew he would be busy with tour practice. At the same time, she felt a bit sad because Hannie hadn't shared anything about the tour with her. Going on tour and meeting fans are special moments for him, and Y/N felt a pang of sadness knowing she was the reason Hannie couldn't share his happiness. The situation started to suffocate her, thinking that her presence hindered Hannie from celebrating his joy. She remembered the times Hannie shared how happy tours make him, meeting fans, and experiencing different things in various countries with the boys.
Y/N was stepping out of her studio. She had already finalized some lyrics, but her mind had stopped working due to the physical discomfort she was feeling. She needed to go home early today because she had to take out all of Riyo's belongings from her place and keep them outside. This way, when Riyo came to the flat, there would be no time wasted, and they could focus on their conversation. she was thinking all this and someone shouted her name
**** - Hey, Y/N! Wait up! [shouted]
Earlier Other Side Of Story
Joon's POV After meeting with bang pd, I informed the members about the workshop. They were all happy as it would help divert my mind but they were worried too at same time. I didn't have any updates on where the workshop would take place. We started practicing, but Y/N was on my mind. Today, she's going to meet Riyo, and I have to be there with her. I set a reminder just in case I lose track of time.
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Then, we started practicing. Being around the members always brings me joy. Their fun and spending time with them give me a unique sense of peace. After practice, Jin hyung came to me.
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Jin: If you don't want to go to the workshop, let me know. I can talk to Yoongi or Hobi, i don't want you to force yourself for anything [said while putting his hand on joon's shoulder]
Joon: Hyung, can I tell you something? Don't panic or anything (said in a low voice)
Jin: hmm (looked at Joon)
Joon: "I've been having trouble sleeping since everything with ha eun. I can't stop thinking about it. I try to keep my mind blank, but still, I can't, trust me i am trying my best. I barely sleep for 2-3 hours, and even then, I don't know how many times i wake in middle. (said with his head down)
