"You will never be mine."
He looks confused, disappointed. And maybe betrayed because I can hear his unsteady voice clearly, "why?" as he squeezes my side.
"Because I can't be yours either," I look at him in the eye, "well maybe we could just go like this under the cover, but I don't want it if we have hide us from everyone and everything. I just want to be like normal couples." I trail off.
"I told you I want to come out," he holds my face. I shake my head to the side, "and I told you I don't want to ruin anything."
He sighs, and we're just like that for the couple minutes. Until he rolls us over and rest himself on top of me, kissing my lips once again. It's a long, deep kiss. His hands traveling down, pulling my shirt off. But when I feel myself sobbing, he stops.
"I j-just really want to be yours," I stutter.
Liam pecks my lips, softly. He pulls his own shirt off, unbuckling his belt. I put my hands on his chest, "L-liam.." but he doesn't stop this time, just keep kissing my mouth until we're both breathless. He sucks the skin on my neck, making some hickeys. "And I want to mark you as mine, Zayn."
And it's just like that. With him inside me, and myself squirming, moaning underneath him. I lose my mind, I lose everything around me. I can see nothing but him, my brain is only on him. I'm hugging him tightly, with him pushing harder and faster until I release, screaming his name. He leans in. Kissing me, stealing every breath I try to take in. I'm so tensed. He strokes my cheek, trying to calm my nerves but keep pushing, brushing my inside.
It goes for hours, until he releases inside me. He pulls out then rolls into the space next to me. He scoops me in his arms, I'm breathing to his chest. Liam kisses my head, longer than ever. I close my eyes, all I see is black but I can feel him moving, pulling the bedsheets over my shoulders.
"Sleep," he orders. "We will talk about it again tomorrow."
I can't think clear, my mind is so hazy. So I just nod to answer him. He rubs my back, then my arm until I drive myself off to sleep. All I can remember is how I had him on top of me.
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I Won't Mind - Ziam (major editing)
Fanfiction"Cause we are who we are when no one's watching, And right from the start you know I got you, Yeah you know I got you I won't mind Even though I know you'll never be mine" A story based on Zayn and Liam's real life activities after Zayn left the ban...
