I Won't Mind - Ziam (major editing)

Chapter 27

"Somewhere there was a party and no one invites me.." I say with my lips pouted. He laughs softly, shaking his head. Oh how I miss that face when he laughs so badly. "Zayn, Zayn, Zayn."

He lays down with his phone still in his hand, so I can keep watching him move. We don't do the video call oftenly because we don't have much time for each other. That's why we don't want to miss any single movement.

I roll my eyes at him playfully, "happy late birthday, babe", he smiles and his eyes are glowing which is cute. "Wish you can be wiser this age and braver.. I love you, Li."

"I'm already the bravest person for you baby, I love you too."

I blow a kiss to him, but then notice his inked hand. Yesterday he got an eagle tattooed on his right hand, today he got a skull with roses on his upper hand. "I can smell a tattoo sleeve." I smirk, teasing him.

"Shh, look closer." He holds his phone right in front of his tattoed hand, giving me the full view of the tattoo. I scan the image thoroughly. "What has written there?"

I read the letter on the skull's head,

"we are the quiet ones",

I raise my eyebrows at that. I don't know where does it lead but I know the meaning will explain. "What does it mean?"

"Remember when we admitted that we were quiet and shy?", I nod my head. A lot of time we were saying those things to public. And now I get it.

"Is that mean for you and I?", I'm trying to hide my blushing cheeks. He nods and I'm already as red as tomato. "This one is for you and I. You know we were always the quiet ones, Zayn."

I remember was doing everything behind the camera with him. Like, we always planned something before we do it. We thought for nights before decide what to do or what to say.

We kept the image of ourselves right. Or else we would get fired.

We have been hiding from the world for ages. Now these feelings inside us are starting to urge out, because they can't always keep themselves inside. Our feelings want people to know and uderstand about them. Just like how Liam and I want people to.

It is actually sad being unnoticed, being overprotected. All we have ever wanted was only a freedom to love and to be in love. But it seems like we have to wait for a longer time.

"You are day dreaming," he says with a soft chuckle. "Is it about us messing in your bed?"

My cheeks are burning red, I really cannot handle this. To be honest, yes I miss it. I quickly shake my head without my mind even can take me farther to anywhere near.

He smiles warmly, showing that it is actually okay to think about it. But I'm just too scared too death if he finds out or whatever. It's just too private and I'm still insecure about that one thing being a thing I needed.

"Hey, Liam–", "are you going to change the topic?" He jokes, chuckling behind. I roll my eyes at that playfully, "I just can't wait for your fifth album."

"Thank you, thank you. I can't wait for your first album either." He winks and I blow him a kiss as a reply.

This is gonna be great.