I Won't Mind - Ziam (major editing)

Chapter 34

Everything goes so quick it's now reaching the end of my boys' tour. I'm so proud, I'm happy seeing them happy. They announced that they'll be taking a break for eighteen months straight, which I really appreciate because I know it's been five years for them working hard and stuff. They are all humans like me, and so they do need rest.

The reason why I'm happy with the break is because that means me and Liam have more time and access to be alone. Just, me and him.

Right the days before of their last tour, I rang him and we talked for hours. That time we talked about career and music, forgetting about our lovely dovey moments for a while.

That's why I don't want to be in a relationship with him, I only want us to be sure about each other but still act in a professional way because we're both musicians. We have job and things to do for people.

He asked how about we work up together and make a music. I was excited with his offer but I think about what would his management say about this. Jeez, I should just pay no care about what people think about me and Liam. So I agreed and he promised to meet me once everything's done.

I also had photoshoot and interview sessions yesterday in my house in Los Angeles. I'm happy that people starting to trust me that I can still continue my career with going solo. My fear about being despised are gone now, somehow I find myself very confident with all the things going on.

I'm starting to enjoy myself these past days. Chilling and hanging out for a bit, just having my good time alone.

My mum rang me too, once then twice. Lovely to hear that she is missing me too much. She said a big thing is coming very soon, I'm still confused about what mum was talking about though but I just eased it off my mind.

But life is about the up's and down's, right? We can't always be at the top of this world that sometimes we have to be in the lowest place. People also come and go, only the real ones who'd stay. The more I try to reach, the more they ignore me.

I have to admit there's no bad blood between us, like we weren't even in a fight. Liam once told me that they're still supporting me but why lying to people about we're still in contact, in fact I don't get a single call. I guess maybe they're only busy or up for something. Maybe there will be time where we can meet and talk for a bit. I just really want to keep them as friends, I don't want to lose anyone.

Liam's POV

Just when I'm about to close my eyes, my phone rings terribly loud. I shoot my eyes open-though they are very heavy-and quickly pick the call up without paying attention to the caller ID. "Yeah?" I'm half growling, I know I sound terrifying.

"Are you about to sleep?" I blink my eyes when I hear the voice that's talking to me. "Yeah.. baby, what's up?" I clear my throat. He lets out a sigh, I know he doesn't like it when someone picks up his call rudely like that. "Sorry, baby. I thought you were someone else."

"When we can meet again? My heart's aching." He shoots. I can tell he's frowning now. Hearing him like this seriously makes me feel mean because I never visit him again.

"Soon, baby." I answer surely.

"I don't even know how long is your 'soon'." He sighs. He's been so moody lately, like something's up his mind and it's bothering him and me, of course. "Zayn, are you pregnant?" I ask him out of nowhere. There's a bit moment of silence between us and I have to curse silently to myself for being such a fool asking him that kind of question.

"What the hell, Liam." He says after a quiet long silence. I just feel really tired and I can't help myself. I want to end this conversation but I also still want to hear him.

"You've been so, like, bothered lately. And why don't you sleep yet? It's late night, babe." I rub my face, trying to keep my eyes open wide.

"I miss you, you mind?" And this is gonna be the end of my life.. when he's mad and being dramatically hurt. I found this cute but also, I don't know what to say, I like to tease him but no. Not now because I'm fooking tired. "Alright, okay. I'm here now talk to me anything you want I'm not going anywhere I'm just gonna keep my eyes wide open you know." I end it with a sigh. "I miss you too, baby. But it's late night and it's been a long day for me."

"Fine. Goodnight, Liam. Have a nice dream." He ends the call and I have to stare at my phone unbelievably. I wonder what's wrong with him, is he really pregnant but I don't even remember the last time we did it. And beside, males can't get pregnant.

God, I must be very tired that my mind's wandering everywhere. I guess I'm just gonna book a ticket flight to where is he now tomorrow.