Forgotten Past (Harry Potter variousXfem!reader)

CH 13- True me

"And the zonko's are amazing!!"

Harry's expression was visibly down hearing them talk about Hogsmeade, or well mostly Ron but whatever. Noticing this, Hermione nudged ad whisper shouted,

"Ron!!"

Ron realizing the same also shut up. Funny. Today was a rather stressful day. The DADA class, Draco getting hurt and then finally Sirius breaking into the castle. Not excited about the night. I know after yesterday night, my nightmares would continue from today.

"Huff.." I sighed thinking about everything. 

Hermione looked at me with worry in her eyes and she slowly held my hand. Harry and Ron just looked at us in confusion. We soon started heading towards the common room. A huge crowd was in the front of the fat lady painting. We saw Ginny coming towards us,

"The fat lady...She's gone!"

Time Skip
"You know you shouldn.t have pulled me away like that. We all are in the same house. We could have slept next to the three."

"Well M'lady, I was hoping you would like some alone time with your beloved prince." He replied, in a fake sad expression. 

"Oh, shut up!" I replied turning around so my back faces him. 

I wasn't comfortable at all, my nightmares made me wake up again and again, panting and longing for air. I didn't want to go back to sleep. My hands were trembling, but I wasn't cold. I was scared. I was about to get up when I found a hand curling up my waist and then slowly pulling me in. His breath hit my neck softly, sending shivers down my spine.

"Don't leave..."

"OK."

Looks like the nightmares are gone...

"Morning, M'lady."

"Mrmghh, let me sleepp..."

He huffed slowly and hesitated for a moment but then headed in placing a soft kiss on my cheek before repeating, 

"Morning."

This time I got up, not because of classes, but to hit him for stealing a kiss without my permission. But it's all fun and games...Right?

"I can't believe it, did you know that we are going to have our next Hogsmeade visit soon!!"
"Yes Ronald, we do...We did the last twenty times you asked us too."
I placed my hand on his shoulder and gave a reassuring smile. Gosh, Hermione can be harsh sometimes. I wanted to console Ron from now, he really was uncomfortable due to Harry almost the whole next year.

"Uhh bye everyone, I have to go. I promised Draco to meet him in the library today.." I smiled thinking about him. Draco really didn't deserve what he got. On the contrary, everyone's smile turned into a frown. Especially Harry, he had the most scowlest facade on. 
I sweat dropped at the sudden tension and awkwardly waved my hand and ran off.

I soon reached the small but very cozy library. It was probably the most comforting place in the school. The smell on fresh pages and a light scent of vanilla wafting through the air. How nice. I quickly took a place where which was dimly lit. I waited for a few minutes before thinking of getting a book to read. One thing I didn't like about Draco is his habit of being late.

I pushed my chair behind to get up when I felt a hand softly grip my shoulder. I tensed under the contact but was relieved when I saw who it was. I gave him a soft smile.

It was Cedric.

"Are you uhh OK?"
"Yes...I am Ced, thank you" He grinned like a five year old at the nickname. It was quite cute, actually.
"Well I thought of asking you, since we couldn't meet yesterday night.."
"You remembered...?"
"I mean, it's not everyday someone almost commits suicide, then later asks to hang out alone."
I lightly hit his shoulder at his casuality of saying it.
"Be quie-"
"COMMIT WHAT?!!"
This time, I was actually scared at whose voice it was. It was Draco. He ran towards me and harshly gripped my shoulder and started questioning me. I could see Cedric trying to pry him off me when he saw my discomfort. But no use. Draco only pushed him away and bombarded me with questions. He pushed me down so I was sitting against the wall with his hand still on me. I wouldn't be lying if I said that it actually hurt...

"WHY WOULD YOU EVEN TRY THAT?!!"
"Draco sto-"
"WAS IT BECAUSE OF HIM?!!"
"Draco please calm dow-"
"WHY DIDNT YOU COME TO ME?!?!!"
"SHUT IT!!" Draco shut up looking at my face. Tears brimming in my eyes waiting to fall. He loosened his grip when he realised how harsh it was.
"I'm sorry-"
I slapped him.
"You should have said that before hurting me.." I ran off not wanting to look at him for now..

I kept running and running. Emotions overflowing through my body. Tears uncontrollably falling down. This was me. Weak. Pathetic.

I wanted to be with someone. Someone who wont question me instantly like Hermione....Who wouldn't sit there awkwardly like Ron...Who wouldn't get mad about me talking to Draco like Harry...Someone who I knew well...Someone I could trust...But who..?

A/n
Sorry this chapter was a bit short.... I was a bit confused on how to continue sooo....