Forgotten Past (Harry Potter variousXfem!reader)

CH 11- Draco

"That's me...?.."

Pain gushed through me and I held my head to ease it but to no avail. My knees gave up and I fell down. I screamed loudly. 

Tears streamed down my face as the pain continued. I had locked the door, so nobody could actually come in. I could hear bangs through the door. That's when the pain doubled. I screamed as the tears continued.. 

"Alohomora!"

Hermione came in and watched me in horror. She knelt down and hugged me close as the pain slowly finally settled down. The tears gushed down face. I hated it. I didn't want to appear weak in front of someone. But I just couldn't stop. I cried my heart out with Hermione slowly petting my back uttering sweet words into my ears. 

It finally stopped. My crying finally stopped. I looked up at Hermione as she looked at me sympathetically. 

"Do you want to talk to me about what happened?" She asked with a soft smile. 

I knew I needed to talk to someone. I had to tell someone about what has been happening to me for years. But...I couldn't....I knew that...

"Uhm....Can we go to somewhere more private..."

She slowly lifted me up and helped me wash my face. We headed back out and thankfully noone was there. Hermione had sent them out. Pointing towards the door she let out,

"Silencio."

I sat down on my bad and patted the space next to me. She understood and waited for me to start talking. 

"Umm, yesterday, those scars, they were uhh before I came to Hogwarts. (technically true), people close to me made them(still nothing wrong). And right now I felt like someone was hitting me, probably trauma from many years ago. (bullshit...completely wrong)." I tried to laugh off the last part. I expected her to ask more questions, but instead she pulled me into a hug, surprising me. 

"I'm sorry...so sorry...I want to be there for you, so next time, you feel you are in pain, come to me..Alright?"

"..OK.." 'She's like the sister I don't deserve...Thank you Mione'

"Come on, let's get ready."

I nodded as we soon headed down the common room where the boys were already waiting for us. Everyone else was already down for breakfast. 

"Hey girls, wanna head down?"

Before any of us respond, we were cut off by Harry. 

"Can I talk to you, y/n...Alone?"

"Sure Harry..." I responded as Hermione ushered Ron out of the room.

"I'm sorry, I know I wasn't acting that wel-"

"It's OK.."I hesitated for a moment, but then pulled him into a hug. "Just don't do it again."

"I wont" he said grinning. 

I laughed at that. We really didn't need anything else. He apologized, I forgave. That's all there is. There doesn't need to be any extra talk. We knew that. We head down to join Ron and Hermione. 

Time skip

"Broaden your mindsss...And together we shall cast ourselves into the future."

I could feel Hermione's stare the whole duration of the class. And Cedric's too during breakfast...How tiring...My daydreaming was cut short and Professor Trelawney came to where Me, Harry and Ron were sitting. 

"My dear boy, your aura is pulsing, are you in the beyond?"

"Uhh yes..?.." I sweat dropped at the stupidity of this whole class to even exist.