Forgotten Past (Harry Potter variousXfem!reader)

Ch 15- Awkwardness

Y/n pov

'Why....Why does this always happen at times like this...This...This was my consciousness from other dimensions trying to take over. I don't want to hurt him...I have to get out of here.'

I grabbed his hand which was on my shoulders and pushed him on the ground. I ran away from the room as fast as I could, as far as I could go. 'Sorry Harry...This was the only way...'

I kept on running until I reached a field, open, and filled with flowers...."Lilies..." I sat down and appreciated the comfort these flowers bought me. Just then I saw a dog, which looked more like a wolf. Pitch black and staring right into my eyes. As soon as I saw it, I immediately knew who it was (I'm hoping you all do too). It came closer to me and sat down. As I reached out and pet it, it's ears perked up as if its 'dog senses' knew that I was different. Not in a good way. I pulled back as my mood worsened. Nothing could be comfortable beside me.

I observed the dog for some time. It had lost its friends, his own godson hated him, and he was mistaken for a criminal. "How pitiful..."

As I said that, I saw the dog turn into Sirius Black. "Please...I need your help."

I knew that it Sirius wasn't a bad person but I couldn't help backing up a bit. The dementors would want him and if I was seen with him, probably me too. I had to leave but I couldn't just let him be all alone here. With a newfound determination to save myself and the plot I asked, "What do you need?" His eyes brightened and he looked at me pleadingly. "Just get Harry to the Shrieking Shack. I'll take care of the rest. I'm not going to hurt him....Trust me....Please..."

I nodded and ran off. I saw him turn into a dog and head for the woods. 'But why did he need my help in the first place. Didn't it happen because of Ron's rat...?'

'Rightttt...As I have been sleeping for some time, I hadn't witnessed Scabbers going missing and the one thing I changed was Buckbeak's execution.' "How nice Malfoy..." I whispered under my breath. "OH FUC*!" I looked aroud frantically to see if anyone had hear me. "Phew.."       

What? I don't wanna start rumors especially because no one knows why I said that.

So I'm guessing he was observing us for some time.. And he concluded that where Harry is, we are, and since we also inlcudes Ron, he will most likely have Scabbers with him since that little rat keeps running away these days. I just have to make sure of it at the right time.

'So I'm at the time Harry found out about Sirius, and tonight, about Peter. I don't wanna be with him when that happens so I don't accidentally interrupt that too.' I have to apologise to Harry, don't I...Huff...

I slowly started walking towards Harry's dorm, he probably didn't follow me out, so I could go and talk to him... This has happened so many times, it's getting a bit annoying. It's like the dumbass writer who I have has nothing to write and ends up settling with more pain from me. "OK THAT MAKES ME MAD!!!WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ME!! UGHHH." I punched the nearest wall in anger making a small dent, only a dent as some magic protected it. If I ever had hand to hand combat with someone, I could knock them out in under 5 seconds.

I looked at my knuckles, blood slowly seeping out from them...My anger calming down. Realising what I had done, I took out my wand and fixed the dent muttering a small spell, and ran off to go to my dorm and then head to find Harry. 

As soon as I reached, I took out the book I was using to write the storyline. Nothing that important had changed so I could finish the third year in peace.

To do list (kinda):

1. Talk to Harry

2. Get the trio to the shrieking shack

3. Deal with the whole werewolf situation 

4. And just in case, just mention abt Harry's broken broom to Sirius

5. Research about werewolves to maybe help Remus

I softly muttered to myself as I read through the list. "I'll only talk to Harry and go to the library today, I'll get the trio to the shack in 3 days, Harry should probably look at the map today.....I should go talk to Cedric and Draco too I guess. And inform Fred that I feel fine......I don't want anyone to worry about me..."

I rushed out of the room in hopes to find Harry. I truly felt bad for leaving him all of a sudden. As soon as I made to his dorm, I didn't wait and barged in.

"Harry, I'm sorr-.....Where is he?.."

I looked around the castle in hopes to find Harry for a good one hour. But with no luck. Soon, I gave up and decided it was best if I just went to the library. 

I wanted to browse through books about werewolves and herbology to maybe help relief the pain. I took a seat far away from the other people and quietly sat down with a few books. I skimmed through the pages but found nothing. Soon figuring out that I need help finding suitable books for this particular topic, I looked around to see if anyone was there who wouldn't question me too much. 

I got up and walked towards the other seats when I felt a hand on my shoulder,

"Umm...Do you need help?" I abruptly turned around, startled at the sudden contact.

"Neville..." 

I could see him visibly tense as I said that...

"That's your name..right?"

' well that seemed to calm him down..'

"Uhh yeah...I was asking if u need any help..."

I smiled gratefully but before I could respond, two voices interrupted me.

"Y/n." As they said that, they looked at each other in half disgust and half anger for even being there. I sweat dropped at the sudden awkwardness.

'This is not going to end well...'

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