was it worth the fame- pedri gonzalez

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Tabi's POV

I go downstairs and see Pedri standing by the door with a bunch of suitcases to say I'm really confused is an understatement.

"What's going on here amor, where are you going?" I ask taking a step toward him.

"I'm so so sorry princessa but I need to break up with you." There are tears in his eyes and mine too.

"what?"

"I'm leaving," he's looking at me in my eyes and it just makes me want to cry more.

"where?"

"I'm going to Barcelona."

"why?"

All I could do was ask one word questions, I was trying to understand everything and I just couldn't. Pedri, my Pedri, who's been my Pedri for pretty much as long as I've known him is just leaving. Something wasn't making sense, nothing was.

"because I need to fulfill my dreams of becoming a professional footballer." The answer I knew I was gonna hear, the answer I was waiting to hear.

"so your gonna leave me here. I was your number 1 supporter, I helped you with everything. I'm the reason you are where you are and your gonna leave me here!" Tears are flowing down my face, I refuse to believe this, he's not leaving me, he can't leave me, he hasn't left me for 10 years. Now he's doing it like everything meant nothing to him. 

"Tabi, I love you but I have to do this for me."

"You can't leave me Pedri, we've been through everything together. I literally can't live without you, I don't know how, I've never had to."

 "I'm sorry Tabi, I really am, your perfect and I won't find anyone better than you but you'll distract me and I'm trynna be the best I can be."

"I FUCKING HATE YOU PEDRI, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME, YOU'RE SELFISH AND I NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!" I scream at the top of my lungs so that I'm literally in physical pain and I am because I'll never get over this and I'll always blame him for this.

I push him outside, with his bags, slam the door and cry so hard on the floor. I don't know what happened, I always knew he was thinking about going but I never thought he'd leave me when he did decide to go. I mean we've known each other since birth, we've been dating since we were 7 and everything has been thrown down the drain just so he could become professional. He clearly never loved me and everything he's said to me has been a lie because he would never abandon me after all this time. We were inseparable, people believed we would marry and die together, I guess not.

Pedri's POV

Trust me that was the hardest decision I've ever had to make in my life. I love her so much and I didn't wanna do this, I didn't think it was ever gonna happen I thought we'd be together forever. It didn't cross my mind breaking up with her, but when Barcelona called me up to play for them, I knew if I wanted to play for them, I would have to keep my full focus on them and I couldn't take her with me. I almost said no to going because I didn't want to break up with her, I wanted to be with her forever, but this was a once in a life time opportunity and I'd find someone new. Better, no never, but someone to make me happy for the rest of my life.

first part!!! how was it? it was just a quick flashback chapter just so you kinda understand whats going on they will also talk about their past for some more added context in the book, i feel like i'm talking too much so hope you enjoyed it :) byeeeee

it is 717 words i don't know if you care because i don't but yeah also this chapter is really giving grenade by bruno mars

side note: the only reason the parts are in spanish is cause i'm trynna pass my spanish gcse now that i'm writing this should their be bits in spanish and if there is do you want me to translate it for your lazy asses or can you do it yourselves cause i'm also lazy af

also grammarly is my best friend forget proof reading okay now for real byeeee!!!!