was it worth the fame- pedri gonzalez

treinta y nueve

I start crying and go to the room where Pablo and Adella are

"babe what's wrong?" Adella asks looking at me with a worried face.

"I can't believe he did that to me," I don't even know where to start.

"what did he do?" She asks again confused.

"Nova liked him and she tried to get him to break up with me and he was flirting back and he never told me this until now," I choke out.

"what the fuck?" Pablo sounds shocked. That's exactly how I felt.

"you should go babe," Adella tells him. I appreciate him but I really just need to speak to her right now.

"yeah I'm really sorry Tabi I'll talk to him I promise," he hugs me and leaves.

I get in the bed with Adella, "I just don't understand why he wouldn't tell me something like this."

"I can't believe it," she's so taken aback.

"I know she liked him when she was 7. I mean every girl did but I just assumed when I got with him she got over him but the fact that she called me a bad person when she was doing this behind my back. It makes me feel sick and the fact that he was entertaining aswell as keeping it a secret from me," I explain. Just telling someone makes it real which means it hurts so much more. "I mean I know he didn't cheat but it still hurts y'know. I know he was being different but I never thought this would be why." 

"of course just let your tears out," I cry harder.

Pedri's POV

I fucked up and I can't believe I hurt her this much. I was gonna keep it a secret and when Nova left I would get over it but she can read me like a book and I can't lie to her.

Gavi comes in, "what the fuck, bro?"

"I know, what I did was wrong but I have no way to explain myself because there's no excuse for this and she's gonna leave me and. FUCK." I shout putting my head in my hands. I start crying.

Joao walks in and I lift my head up, "I heard shouting and crying."

"she's not gonna leave you Pedri. She loves you and she'll forgive you." Pablo tells me.

"I don't know what to do," I'm gonna lose her over a dumb mistake.

"I'm not a hundred percent sure what happened but give her space, she's not gonna come back tonight but in the morning she'll be ready to speak and don't give her excuses or false promises just apologize and reassure her," Joao says. He could be a professional advice giver for real.

I nod my head taking deep breathes, "okay yeah, you're right guys."

"yeah I'm gonna go to bed, okay?" Pablo says making sure I'm alright.

"same," Joao agrees.

"yeah, night." They leave. I hear Pablo talking to Tabi in the corridor and I hear her crying and it absolutely breaks my heart because I caused this by being a dickhead.

Tabi's POV

I leave their room still crying but I don't want Adella to deal with me. I just need to sleep on it. I see Pablo walking from Pedri's room.

"he's crying," he tells me. I roll my eyes.

"he shouldn't, he doesn't deserve to," he caused this so it's not fair for him to feel the same way I feel.

"he thinks you'll leave him." As mad as I am leaving him never crossed my mind and it's not going to I just need time.

"I won't leave him, it's just he lied to me you know and my ex best friend," I try to explain but I don't really know where I'm going with it.

"I understand and I'm on your side," he rubs my arm comforting me.

"you can go back to Adella, I'll sleep in another room." I tell him I don't want everything to be ruined just because of me.

"are you sure?" I cry harder and he comes and hugs me. "Don't cry, it's not worth it. It was just a stupid mistake that he made okay don't let it get to you. He loves you, don't dwell on it."

I nod my head, "goodnight Pablo."

"goodnight Tabi." He kisses my head and walks back to his room.

 I walk into the room Joao's in crying harder, "Tabi please," he gets up and pulls me in for a long hug.

"I don't know how to feel," I tell him. Maybe if I was better more trustworthy or reliable then Pedri would've told me about everything so maybe I'm the problem and I have no right to be crying.

"he's a dick okay? Just sleep on it, you are a hundred percent in the right so don't think anything else." It's like he read my thoughts.

I get in the other bed in that room, "night Joao."

"night Tabi." I wanna cry but Joao's got a match and needs to sleep and it's not healthy anyway. I just can't believe he did this to me, I didn't think Pedri out of all people I mean he loves me so much right? But surely if he loved me he wouldn't flirt with Nova. I can't sleep with this on my mind I just don't know what to do, I want to forgive him but he really hurt me.

Pedri's POV

I try to sleep but I can't without her and her scent, without cuddling her without her in the bed I just can't, not when she's this mad at me.

it's my brothers birthday today and i haven't gotten him a present so my mum is really mad but in my defense he didn't get me a present last year and she didn't care so.

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