was it worth the fame- pedri gonzalez

seis

1 week later

Me and Pedri meet up when I'm not working. I haven't spent much time with Mateo and I'm a bit secretive and I've noticed that, but I like hanging out with Pedri it's fun, it has reminded me of why I fell in love with him, even though I don't now.

"Have you told Mateo about us meeting up?" He's still got this weird obsession with Mateo, i don't know why he feels the need to talk about him all the time.

"yeah of course i don't keep secrets from anyone," which overall isn't a lie i don't really keep secrets they might just not know the whole truth.

"what does he think about it?" So many questions.

"yeah well i don't know he seems fine with it," i don't really talk to him about Pedri, he gets a bit scared. I think, he thinks i'll fall for Pedri again, even though i've reassured him multiple times, but its just natural to think that i guess.

"that's not a good sign a good boyfriend will get jealous and will try to stop us," he's right to be fair, if Mateo was still friends with his ex i would be so jealous.

"he is a perfectly good boyfriend, jealous or not. Just cause you wouldn't let me look at a guy unless it was you, Alvaro or dad." He chuckles.

"yeah I don't trust guys," I roll my eyes "oh please don't act like you don't miss it." He just doesn't shut up.

"no i don't," i definetly do. Mateo isn't really protective like that, i'm sorry if i want my man to be a little territorial.

"just for clarity, is he your actual boyfriend, not just someone your using to stop me from getting with you?" Pedri is still hung up on the thought that me and Mateo aren't actually together and its all a facade, news flash its not.

"yes i told you that, you know this already"

"well you'll have to find him a new girlfriend cause your mine." He puts his arm around me pulling me into his chest, we laugh a bit before i move his arm off me. "You are mine princessa and sooner or later you'll admit it."

I look at my phone and I need to get home soon or I'll be late for work, "well I've got to go now I've got work in an hour."

"okay well see you when I do." He leans in trying to kiss me. I push his face back and he looks at me disappointed, his confidence is through the roof.

"Pedri, what the hell are you doing you know I have a boyfriend!" I say genuinely annoyed with his behaviour.

"and in football, there's a goalkeeper but it doesn't prevent us from scoring a goal, Tabi so." He kisses me and I let him score the goal, because at the end of the day its Pedri fucking Gonzalez, he always gets what he wants. Anyway what do i have to lose?

I'm glad i did cause it was a good kiss,  a kiss i needed, but i never knew i did until i kissed him. "See that wasn't so bad was it," he smiles at me. It's a really big smile.

"i guess not, i kinda liked it." Now i'm smiling so much my cheeks hurt, i feel myself blushing and he's blushing aswell.

"me too." He kisses me again and it turns into a make-out. I don't know what came into me and why i don't pull away I have no feelings for Pedri whatsoever but this is nice. I guess I don't love Mateo at all cause I don't feel guilty.

"okay, thats enough." I say finally pulling away, "im not being loyal, this is wrong"

"but you liked it?" Pedri always asks stupid questions. I wouldn't have kissed him if i didn't like it.

"well yeah," I liked it alot.

"one step closer," first reason i regret kissing him: he's gonna think I like him.

"this doesn't mean anything," not to me anyway.

"physical affection is a key part to a relationship"

"I don't like you Pedri, get the hint, now I have to go so see you never."

"haha very funny," he rolls his eyes at me in a playful way.

"i know i'm hilarious." We say our goodbye's and I drive home I'm now late. So I run upstairs and scavenge my wardrobe for clothes.

"hey babe," Mateo says walking in.

"hey, sorry I'm in a rush I've got work in 20 minutes." I'm not even paying attention to him.

"its okay, can I ask you something?" no you can't i'm gonna lose my fucking job if i'm late.

"yeah, what's up?"

"do u and Pedri li-" out of all the times he want's to be insecure now is not that time i don't have time to reassure him.

"not again, Mateo i told you already nothing is going on between us." Apart from the fact we shared two really good kisses that i don't regret at all.

"we had our time, yes it was really big history but i'm never going back to him and i've told him that multiple times and he knows," lets just forget about the fact that he doesn't care and still wants me back.

"i like you and you only so don't be scared he's not gonna take me away from you and anyway he's gonna go back to Barcelona soon and it'll be like none of it happened and you'll have me all to yourself again," it comes out in a harsh tone. 

Yeah i'm being a bit mean right now, it's cause i can't believe I cheated on Mateo, with my ex. I can blame it on work all I wan't but i'm really just overthinking my life right now. I don't regret doing it but that's why i'm overthinking it i'm wrong and I should regret it.

"that sounds nice, its just you two have been spending almost every day together, I feel like I don't hang out with you anymore," i wish he would just shut the fuck up right now. I just kiss him.

"of course, i know its seems like we might, but we don't trust me, its just we have so much to catch up on." I run over to my shoe rack looking for my heeled boots.

"yeah i know i trust you i don't know why i thought that." Only you shouldn't trust me cause I literally just cheated on you.

"its okay i would have my doubts too, but its fine we move and we can hang out tonight sound good?"

"perfect." I kiss him in hopes that he'll leave and he does. I hear him go downstairs before getting changed, fixing my hair and make-up. Finally I get in my car and head to work.

finally something exciting happened, Tabi is now a certified cheater how do we feel about it!! Fuck Mateo bro he's such a meat rider. 

I'm in a massive argument with my friend right now she's actually a bitch and not to be mean but no one really likes her and  my whole friend group is on my side so she can suck dick preferably not Pedri's or Joao's but yeah.

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enjoy, hope you're living your best life cause i know i'm not!!