was it worth the fame- pedri gonzalez

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We go into the car and Pedri gets into the drivers seat, "get out." I tell him.

"huh?" He asks confused.

"I'm driving," I try to pull him out the car, but he's too fat, "you don't know where we are going."

"tell me." He pretty much orders me, aggressive much?

"I'm driving you. I planned the date, I'm driving you and I'm paying," I say.

"oh, okay." He nods his head.

"your the passenger princess," I tell him.

"passenger prince," he corrects.

"nah princess is better," I rub my chin like i'm thinking about it.

"princess Pedri." He gets out the drivers seat.

"see perfect," we laugh and he gets into the passenger seat as I get in the car.

"this feels weird," he puts his seat belt on.

"doesn't it? I guess you control music today," I hand him the aux before starting the car up.

"finally," he scrolls through his phone. That's offensive I have the best music taste known to man.

"hey! My music isn't that bad,"  He plays 'Neverita' by bad bunny. That song is literally on my playlist.

"it's perfect, like you princessa but I like my music more." I roll my eyes, my music is so good. I can't believe he said that.

"I see," I eye him up suspiciously.

I drive to the restaurant and we get out of his car walking towards it. I open the door for him. "Wow, chivalry is real."

"no problem amor." We laugh as we walk inside. I tell the waiter about my reservation and she sits us down.

1 hour later

We are having alot of fun laughing, eating, messing around, kinda like no one else is in the room. We've gotten a few glances, but we really don't care. I don't really know what happened today, maybe its the fact I know he's genuine now, or the fact that I just really miss him. but I  know that I like him, I like Pedri. I just kiss him, it's an impulsive decision and I regret it immediately but it's too late now.

"I thought we agreed on no physical affection unless we mean it," He looks at me stunned.

"I did mean it," I mumble taking a sip of my water.

"you did?" His eyes widen.

"why so shocked?" I ask even though I know because even I'm shocked.

"I mean I've been trying for so long and suddenly I slow things down, you care." He slowly states.

"maybe that what I needed to realize that I like you." He kisses me.

"I love you princessa," he says inbetween kisses.

"I like you amor," I smile at him even more.

"lets head home." He's blushing. 

"okay," he finds a way to pay for everything obviously. One second we are talking the next the bill is paid. We eventually go home.

"movie night?" He suggests and I nod my head aggressively.

"yep, definetly." He laughs at me.

I get changed and come down back down, sitting next to Pedri on the couch, "what do you wanna watch?" He asks me.

"umm I don't know you choose," I tell him tying my hair up in a messy bun.

"okay." He scrolls through movies before looking up at me,"your tattoo." He points at my neck shocked. Fuck. I forgot about that I have a semicolon tattoo at the back of my neck and I always have it covered with my hair but now he's seen it.

"what about it?" I ask, knowing exactly where this conversation is going.

"you didn't want us to end you had hope," He grabs my hands.

"yeah, of course I didn't. I loved you Pedri, with my whole heart. I was willing to die for you and you left me in a heartbeat. You never cared about me, I was just too blind to see it. You needed help with a boost in your career and I did that and then you left me, you could've taken me with you but you said it yourself, I would be a distraction. At first I thought, no you would regret it so I got the tattoo 2 weeks after you left, then I waited 7 months for you to come back until I realised you didn't want me, so I had to get over you. I wanted to get it removed along time ago, but I was scared and it looks pretty anyway." I shrug my shoulders and unreleasing my hand from his like I didn't just pour a fraction of my feelings out to him.

"that's not true none of it. I care about you so much, I cared about you so much and trust me when I say it was the hardest decision I've ever made in my life and I regret it every day. I was selfish and I am selfish but I'm here now and I'm never gonna leave. I'm gonna be here for the rest of my life, I'll never leave you again." He looks deeply into my eyes.

"you promise," I put my pinkie out.

"I promise." He joins up his pinkie to mine.

I kiss him and look him in his eyes, "I mean it Pedri, never leave me again I can't handle another heartbreak."

"I mean it too Tabi. I can't spend another second without you in my life." He kisses me softly.

"forget the movie I want you Pedri," I straddle him.

"you read my mind," he puts his arm around my neck and we do it.

my life is so dead at the moment i haven't been updating that much but i promise after my end of years i will.

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enjoy, hope you're living your best life cause i know i'm not!!