was it worth the fame- pedri gonzalez

cuarenta y nueve

Tabi's POV

I head home. I go upstairs and see Pedri on the bed. "I need to talk to you." 

"Now you wanna talk?" Of course he's mad. Why wouldn't he be? I just thought he wouldn't be as cold.

"Pedri please just listen I know I should have told you, but just listen," I sit next to him.

"talk then," he crosses his arms and looks at me.

"Mateo, he was trying to kill me. I don't know if he still is or not but I know he was, and he threatened so many times to kill you, Joao, Pablo and Adella if I told anyone, so I went back home and I was only supposed to be there for a week and tell you aswell I promise," I start crying, "but I found out my dad died and Alvaro was in jail so I stayed longer. I had to help mum plan the funeral, which is in a few weeks and I had to visit Alvaro I know I should have contacted and I shouldn't have ignored you but I don't know. I don't know why I did that but I didn't wanna tell you because I thought you might have judged me and broken up with me and I can't lose you again. You're the only one I can talk to and if you left I don't know what I would've done."

"Tabi-" He starts but I can't bare to hear him shout at me again.

"don't be mad amor, I'm so sorry and I just don't know what to do and everything's just a mess right now. I know I'm in the wrong but please don't leave me because I messed up this time. I can't live without you."

"all this happened?" He asks.

I nod my head, "I would never ever break up with you don't worry about that. I can't believe you didn't tell me earlier, Mateo. Why?" 

"I don't know I think maybe Nova has something to do with this, Mateo wouldn't do it by himself." I know he was mad, but we were also together for a year and this isn't him.

"your dad is dead?" He says but in a question tone.

"yeah, he had a tumor on his brain and by the time they took him to hospital it was too late," I can't believe this. People die all the time, I just never thought it would be my dad this time, he still had so much to live for.

"and Alvaro is in jail," he repeats.

"was," I tell him. "I bailed him out, but yeah. They can't even afford the funeral so he stole a can of beans from the shop just to feed mum, not even himself."

"oh my god come here," he hugs me. "You can tell me these things, I've been with you since day one, I would never judge you, I'm your boyfriend princessa. I will support you."

"thank you I know and I'm sorry for not telling you earlier," I look in his eyes filled with regret and sadness.

"it's okay, it's just we make up and then you literally disappear the next day, but you've told me now and I can help you now." I'm glad he's finally forgiven me but there's still so much I have to do.

"what am I supposed to do?" I ask. I feel so hopeless. My mind has gone completely blank I have no ideas of how to help them at all.

Pedri's POV

"go have a shower, wipe your tears and we'll talk about it okay?" She nods her head and goes into the bathroom.

With everything that she just told me I can't even think about being mad at her. I feel so bad she went through all of this and I left her to deal with it by herself because I was too busy being petty. I should have known something was up, Joao was right. Atleast he was there for her when I wasn't. I'm such a bad boyfriend how am I supposed to make up for it?

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