Back to You

Mia

Waking up in Ethan's arms is one of the best feelings in the world, I could definitely get use to this. Finally knowing that he loves me is like a weigh off my shoulders. I was so scared that he didn't feel the same way and we would be raising Isabelle in a split family. Knowing we are going to do it together is special. I finally decide that I need to get up so we can get to the hospital to spend as much time with Isabelle as possible. I try to wiggle my way out of his arms but they tighten around me "5 more minutes" he says in his husky morning voice.

"Come on, I want to get to the hospital, I miss her already" I try to argue with him. He grabs his phone to check the time. "It's only 6am. We aren't allowed in for another 2 hours, so we have plenty of time"

I know he's right but I don't want to miss anything. I can feel the tears building in my eyes. I have been a hormonal mess this last week, crying at anything and everything. I try to stop them from falling but it's too late. "Hey" Ethan says softly while tilting my head up so I'm looking at him. He brushes away my tears with the pad of his thumb. "How about we go shower and I'll then make us some breakfast. As soon as we are ready, we'll go to the hospital and be waiting for them to let us in to see her" I give him a small nod. He then brushes his lips softly against mine and I melt further into him. He just knows the perfect thing to say. "Plus, I have a surprise for you later"

After another quick peck, he leaded us into the bathroom, turning the water on to get it warm. He takes off his shirt off just leaving him in his boxes. He then grabs the hem of the shirt I'm wearing "May I?" I hesitate. I don't look the same as I did last time he saw me naked. "I don't look how I used too" I go to continue but he stops me with a kiss. "Mia, it doesn't matter what your body looks like. You carried our child. That is amazing."

I give him a small nod indicating that he can take off my top, well his top. I'm left standing in just my underwear, looking like I'm still pregnant with my bloated belly with stretch mark and enlarged boobs. "Beautiful" is all he says before removing his boxes followed but my underwear. He leads us into the shower and makes sure we are both under the water. He grabs the soap and starts to wash my body. As he is washing the soap off, he is placing light butterfly kisses over my shoulders, on the tops of my boobs, on my bloated belly and the inside of my knee. Once he is finished it's my turn to wash him. I notice that his cock is semi hard. I run my finger over the tip and grip his length. He grips my wrist so I can't continue. "Not until I can return the favor and that won't be for a few more weeks, as be the doctors orders"

"Ethan, I want to do this and I can tell by the fact you have gotten harder that you want this too. I don't care about me at this point. Please let me do this for you?" I look up at him through my lashes with my best pleasing eyes. "Plus I technically owe you from that time after the fair". He loosen his grip on my wrist and I slowly pump along his length. He rests is back up against the wall for some support while I slowly lower myself to my knees. I take the tip into my mouth and slowly take his length all the way in. His hand make their way into my hair as I bob up and down running my tongue along the underside and swirling on the tip. I can already tell he is getting close, I continue to move faster, hollowing out my cheeks. He warns me that he's about to cum but that only makes me sucks harder and his load shots into my mouth. I continue to suck him dry then kiss my way up his hard chiseled chest. He pulls me into a deep and heated kiss. "Be warned, when you are given the all clear, we won't be leaving our bedroom for a very long time."

I giggle "Remember we will have a baby with us by then so unfortunately she will need attending too" I remind him. He groans but kisses me hard again. "Ok, let's have breakfast and get to the hospital"

Once we are dressed and ready for the day, we have a quick breakfast and make our way to the hospital. Once we get out of the car, Ethan takes my hand and intertwines our fingers. Everything just feels so natural with him. We make our way to the NICU ward and are allowed in to see our little girl. The nurse tells us that she will be due for a feed soon. We sit and just watch her sleeping but as soon as she starts to fuss, I feel the need to comfort her but I know I should see if she actually is waking up or might go back to sleep. She opens her little blue eyes and starts to cry and I know that's my cue. Once she is feed, changed and back in her little crib, the doctor comes in and askes to speak with us. He leads us into his office and I'm not sure what he's about to tell us but I just have a bad feeling. Ethan must sense my anxiety and gives my hand a gently squeeze.

We both take a seat as the doctor sits on the other side of his desk. "I just wanted to give you an update on your daughter" Oh no, this is bad I can just feel it "She is doing really well and you will be able to take her home tomorrow afternoon if she doesn't have any issues in the next 24 hours." I'm speechless, I can't believe I'm going to get to bring my baby home. I didn't expect this for another week. I can hear Ethan saying something but I'm just so happy that we finally get to be a family. They both stand so I follow not know what has been said. Once we are out of the doctors office, Ethan wraps his arms around me "We finally get to bring her home" and I can feel a tear running down my cheek. This is the best news.

"Ethan, we don't have anything for her. What are we going to do? She needs a cot to sleep in plus a change table, we have nothing for her, and I'm not allowed to spend hours on my feet shopping. We don't even have a car seat to bring her home." I'm in a complete panic now. He just wraps his arms tighter around me. "Do you remember when I told you I had a surprise" I look up at him "Let's go find somewhere quiet to sit down." He leads me to a waiting rooms with only 2 other people in there. Once we have sat down he pulls out his phone and starts a facetime call with Sienna. When she answers, its Sienna, Ella and Raya. "Ok girl, are you ready to go shopping?" I'm a little confused but then I realise they are in a baby shop and I smile, Ethan knew I couldn't go shopping but I'd want to be apart of it. We spend the next hour with the girls walking around the shop showing us all different things as we decide what we want them to buy.

After that I feel much more relaxed knowing that we will have everything we need before we get to bring her home. We stay at the hospital until 6pm feeding, changing and even bathing Isabelle. When we finally arrive back home, I'm exhausted so we have a quick dinner and then head straight up to bed crawling in under the covers next to each other.

"I can't believe tomorrow she will be here with us" I say as a cuddling into Ethan's side.

"Neither can I" he replies "Now let's get some sleep it's going to be the last full night's sleep we have in a while" he places a soft kiss on my forehead and I drift off to sleep knowing tomorrow will be a good day, the day that we will finally be together as a family.