Back to You

Mia

We are back at the obstetricians for our next appointment, meaning that there is only 7 weeks to go before I'm due. The birthing class was an eye opener, I obviously knew how a baby was born but to see it, made me clench my legs together. I am not looking forward to being stretched that much but plenty of women have done it before me. Ethan has been wonderful these past few weeks, every time I have a nightmare, he comes in and holds me, he's cooking for me and constantly messaging me throughout the day while he's at college to make sure me and the baby and ok.

The one thing that has surprised me about being pregnant are how my hormones have changed. I am so horny lately I have even resorted to getting myself off in the shower so nobody can hear me and I think being around Ethan is making it worse. He is still as attractive as ever and I find myself clenching my thighs together most of the time he is around me. His kisses on my forehead, holding hands, it all seems very much like we are together, but we're not.

At the appointment the doctor tells us everything is going well. My cervix has started to dilate which is perfectly normal, but she recommends resting as much as possible. I'm not sure I can rest much more since I really don't do much now I'm not working. Since the appointment was late in the afternoon, Ethan said he is taking me out for dinner. We arrive at a little pizza place and Ethan rests his hand on the small of my back as he guides us over to a booth.

We talk about his upcoming exams and when he's going to start training with the Bruins. He mentions in passing about moving to a place closer to the training facilities and I know he's hinting about me moving with him, but I still don't have an answer for him. I want to be a family with him but for the right reasons, not just because of this baby. He has shown me over these weeks with all the little things that he's doing for me that I think he still cares for me.

After dinner, we start to drive home but I notice that Ethan has changed directions, but he won't tell me where we are going. When we arrive at our destination, I'm surprised, he has brought me to a fair. He hops out of the car and comes around and opens my door, offering his hand which I take. Ethan buys the tickets and we make our way inside, hand in hand. The last time we came to a fair was when Ethan kissed me for the first time. We walk around playing a few of the games and watching some of the entertainment.

"Come on, this way" he pulls me towards where he wants us to go. I can see the ferris wheel coming into sight and I know what's on his mind. He gets into the line and we wait until it is our turn. Once we are seated, he puts his arm around me and pulls me towards him. I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes. His scent reminds me of all the good times we had together, I feel safe. I open my eyes to marvel at the view across the town with all the lights. "Mia" his voice is barely above a whisper. "Hmmm" I answer willing him to continue with what he was going to say. His hand comes up to my chin and he tilts my head so I am now looking into his crystal blue eyes. He cups my cheek stroking it with his thumb. He begins to lean in and my eyes automatically close knowing what's coming. His soft lips met mine as his other hand comes to the back of my head and tangling his fingers in my hair. My hands grip his shirt pulling him closer to me. Our lips continue move in sync, as his tongue licks along my bottom lip, asking for access, which I oblige.

This kiss is getting heated, but he is pouring all his feeling into it, showing me that he is here for me and I hope I'm doing the same. I reluctantly pull away know that we are nearly back at the bottom and about to get off. "Please don't run from me" his whispers, I can hear the fear in his voice. He's afraid that I'm going to leave him again. I want to assure him but I can't seem to find any words other than okay.

We get off the ferris wheel and Ethan intertwines our fingers as we walk back to the car in silence. The drive back to his apartment is also quiet with the soft sound of the radio playing in the background. His hand is resting on my thigh as I look out the window at the passing buildings. Once he's parked the car, we both get out and make our way inside, with his hand resting on the small of my back. We walk in silence as we enter the apartment, with the boys either out or in their bedrooms already, the place is dark. We make our way up the stairs and stop in front of my bedroom door. Ethan leans in and places a quick kiss on my cheek "Good night Mia" and he begins to walk away. I reach out and grab his wrist "Stay with me?" I just open my door and walk inside as he follows and closes the door behind us.

I start to undress in front of him, taking off my top and tights leaving me only in my underwear. I'm not wearing anything fancy but I look at Ethan and notice he's starring at me. I slip on an oversized shirt that only comes to the top of my thighs. I slip my bra off from under my shirt and crawl into bed. Ethan still hasn't moved. "Are you going to join me or sleep standing up?" I joke with him and that gets him out of his daze. He undresses himself down to his boxer briefs and climbs into bed with me laying on his back. I can tell he's trying to be respectful as he keeps a gap between us but after that kiss, I need him, I want him.

I move over towards him and place my head on his shoulder and start to trace patterns on his rock hard abs. His muscles tense at my touch, I watch as he closes his eyes trying to restrain himself, but I don't want that, I can feel how wet I am already for him. Even if I'm not sure on the future just yet, I need this tonight. All the little flirting that has been going on and how horny I am. I start to place kisses along his collarbone, up his neck and along his jam. I slowly lower my hand down toward the top of his boxer briefs when he stops me. I look into his eyes and can tell he has his concerns.

I connect our lips in a passionate kiss as I move to straddle him, it's a little more difficult with my belly but it still works. My hands go into his hair as his grab my arse as I release a moan. I start to move my hips and get some friction to where its needed along his hard length. I'm suddenly flipped over and Ethan is hovering over the top of me. "Are you sure about this?" he asks. I nod but I know that look, he wants words "Yes, I am 100% sure I want this. I need his Ethan please" the last part comes out as a beg. "Okay, tonight is about you. Let me make you feel good" and with that his lips connect with my neck and that sweet spot behind my ear.

His hands trail up the outside of my thighs to my waist taking the shirt with them. He breaks from the kiss and removes my shirt. I feel exposed, nobody has seen me like this pregnant before. It's like he can hear my thoughts "You're so beautiful Mia" he runs his hand from between my breasts and over my belly giving me goosebumps. I reach up and grab behind his neck and pull his lips back to mine. They don't stay there very long as he starts to make his way down my body. Taking one of my nipples in his mouth is a whole new sensation. They are so sensitive because of the pregnancy, I moan as we works his magic with his tongue as his another hand tweaks and pulls on the other nipple. I can feel my orgasm building already. He places soft kisses all over my belly and hips.

He hands go to the side of my panties, and he looks up asking for permission to remove them, I give him a small nod and he slides them down my legs. Taking one of my legs in his hands he starts to kiss my inner thighs starting at my knee getting higher. I spread my legs wide of him, hoping he gets the idea that I need his now. My hands go into his hair and I try to guide his head to my clit that is just aching for attention. I hear him chuckle and I let out a groan of frustration and then his warm tongue, licks straight up my slit. He then covers my clit with his mouth and flicks his tongue and sucks as he inserts 2 fingers inside me. This sensation is incredible, I know it wouldn't take long with how this is going. He continues with the slow smooth strokes of his fingers and his tongue concentrates on my clit. It doesn't take much longer for me to become a withering mess as I come hard around his fingers and on his tongue.

I know I wasn't being quiet; I just hope the boys didn't hear anything. Ethan places a light kiss on my very sensitive clit then a few on my belly as he rubs it as well before kissing me in a soft sensual kiss. He pulls the covers back over us and pulls me into his chest. I put my leg over his, his arm wrapped around behind me and his other hand protectively rubbing gently on my belly. A simple kiss on my forehead and a quiet "Good night, Mia" and I am drifting off into sleep.