My Princessa

Chapter 31

Rosabella's Pov

When Mr Rossi left l thought everything he said and he couldn't be more wrong

I deserve everything that has happened to me

All l've ever done is ruin everything for everyone in my life and the only way l can stop hurting everyone around me is if l go as far from them as possible

Since death has failed l guess l can just run away to somewhere far away from my loved ones and as for forgiving Mr Rossi is concerned that will never happen

He stole my childhood from me that's something l can never forgive and worse of all is that he saved my life in order to ease his guilt conscious and to probably appease my dad but l will make sure he doesn't get both

Had he apologized all those years ago l probably would have forgiven them but now l am not that stupid naive girl who believes that people change or the girl who crazes her father's love

I know my real dad loves me and that's more than enough for me because he means the world to me and l will do anything to make sure he is always happy and that's why l have to go as far from him as possible so he doesn't have to be constantly worried about me

While lost in my thoughts l heard a door slamming and some voices but l wasn't least bothered as l had a lot in my mind

"Bella"

"Princess" l had a familiar voice call and immediately my ears pecked up

The door to the room l am in suddenly opened and the familiar face of my father appeared infront of me and l forgot the pain l was in and leaped towards my father who caught me and twirled me around and and giggled through my tears

"My princessa "dad mumbled in my ears and l winced because of the pain.

"Why did you leave the bed Bella you're hurt "dad chastised and put me back on the bed gently

"What happened to you you're so skinny"he said and wiped his tears which l hadn't noticed.

I badly wanted to reassure dad that l was okay but l couldn't.

"What happened to you Bella and what's this l hear about you not talking huh you talked to me on the phone that day atleast say something to me now" he said with a pained expression and l felt guilty but l shook my head because l couldn't bring myself to talk.

Dad joined me on the bed and held my head on his chest and l instantly felt safe.

"Where there's light my angel darkness will always exist and l can't promise that life will always be all sunshine and roses because there's no love without pain but you have got to determine if your life is worth living and if the people around you are worth living for, you mean the world to me and your brothers Rosabella and l won't let you wither away.

I know l broke my promise but l need you to be strong Bella because we can't always be happy and l won't have you attempting suicide everytime something terrible happens" dad said while playing with my hair and l felt ashamed of my actions.

"I can't and won't lose you Rosabella so promise me that this won't happen again" dad said sternly as he lifted my chin so that l could look at him.

"I promise" l said and dad smiled upon hearing my voice.

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